Ultra Procrastination/Overcome Motivation

[RTBoss]

LMAO...apparently I'm a psychic. I predicted this, lol .

...

Answering this in my journal discussion thread, where you should have asked it.

For a moment I thought this was discussion thread

LMAO.

Reminds me of my old journal, where there were massive derails often. Sometimes like 3-4 completely separate and unrelated in any way, conversations (read: arguments, lol...) going on in it. Lol!!

People coming in and saying stuff like "man, CatMan has posted like 3 times, and we're already on the 4th damn page, LMAO!!!"

XD

I'm glad my posts can sometimes garner discussions and insight etc. helps advance the programs in the end. All good things .

I mean it's better than me posting huge novels about stuff in my mind, and people being like:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87Ba9yb83JY

RIP Catman's journal. I think we can all agree our perspectives and beliefs surrounding this stuff are all different. But the main goal is forward progress, so for now I don't think we're getting anywhere except voicing our opinions and cluttering up Catman's space.

Guys? I think we lost Catman

Hilarious! Great posts by all of you though, I can see the logic in each, both perspectives. In fact, I thought originally, as I have always thought, that my perception of DMSI's goal working on girls I know around me as often being very far fetched and hard to get behind. Of course, I've still dutifully used the program, but needed some pretty clear proof in reality it worked with these girls to actually be a real believer in it. Like Plouf said, and as I did earlier about it being "from one extreme to the other", and fear may be the thing there holding things back, although in that instance I'm not sure how. Just seems to be an issue of perception, me believing the world is round because to me it always has been, then somebody telling me it's flat, and me asking for proof before believing in it. Girls I like just still seem beyond my reach now, the idea of them becoming sexually attracted to me and pursuing me for sex has sounded, and still I admit, sound late night infomercialy, lol. We'll see if it can turn girls around that I know I failed to attract before, ones where I KNOW it'd be a legit 180 and proof of the program's success. We'll see. But just for the record, I've often had trouble getting behind the concept of the program because the girls I really am attracted to around me, I just often find it very hard to believe they could find me sexually attractive and I'D be the one chased by THEM. Thinking about that being reality, it's hard to truly get immersed in as it feels like a dream or teasing myself type of deal. Seems to be too much of a stretch to really get behind now because there's very little overlap in precedent and reality. Can't compute that yet, I'd need hard proof in reality it seems, to really be a believer in the program. That's all I've meant. Until then, I'll report, and continue using whatever version is available, and we'll see I guess.

Thank you all for the time and posts.

And Zane, I'm working on a couple books, and some cool stuff on Audible, if people are down .

Are you sure it's not more like you still believe the world is flat, and you've been told it's round, but because you haven't walked around the earth yourself, you won't believe it's round until you do?

[CatMan]

LMAO...apparently I'm a psychic. I predicted this, lol .

...

Answering this in my journal discussion thread, where you should have asked it.

For a moment I thought this was discussion thread

LMAO.

Reminds me of my old journal, where there were massive derails often. Sometimes like 3-4 completely separate and unrelated in any way, conversations (read: arguments, lol...) going on in it. Lol!!

People coming in and saying stuff like "man, CatMan has posted like 3 times, and we're already on the 4th damn page, LMAO!!!"

XD

I'm glad my posts can sometimes garner discussions and insight etc. helps advance the programs in the end. All good things .

I mean it's better than me posting huge novels about stuff in my mind, and people being like:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87Ba9yb83JY

RIP Catman's journal. I think we can all agree our perspectives and beliefs surrounding this stuff are all different. But the main goal is forward progress, so for now I don't think we're getting anywhere except voicing our opinions and cluttering up Catman's space.

Guys? I think we lost Catman

Hilarious! Great posts by all of you though, I can see the logic in each, both perspectives. In fact, I thought originally, as I have always thought, that my perception of DMSI's goal working on girls I know around me as often being very far fetched and hard to get behind. Of course, I've still dutifully used the program, but needed some pretty clear proof in reality it worked with these girls to actually be a real believer in it. Like Plouf said, and as I did earlier about it being "from one extreme to the other", and fear may be the thing there holding things back, although in that instance I'm not sure how. Just seems to be an issue of perception, me believing the world is round because to me it always has been, then somebody telling me it's flat, and me asking for proof before believing in it. Girls I like just still seem beyond my reach now, the idea of them becoming sexually attracted to me and pursuing me for sex has sounded, and still I admit, sound late night infomercialy, lol. We'll see if it can turn girls around that I know I failed to attract before, ones where I KNOW it'd be a legit 180 and proof of the program's success. We'll see. But just for the record, I've often had trouble getting behind the concept of the program because the girls I really am attracted to around me, I just often find it very hard to believe they could find me sexually attractive and I'D be the one chased by THEM. Thinking about that being reality, it's hard to truly get immersed in as it feels like a dream or teasing myself type of deal. Seems to be too much of a stretch to really get behind now because there's very little overlap in precedent and reality. Can't compute that yet, I'd need hard proof in reality it seems, to really be a believer in the program. That's all I've meant. Until then, I'll report, and continue using whatever version is available, and we'll see I guess.

Thank you all for the time and posts.

And Zane, I'm working on a couple books, and some cool stuff on Audible, if people are down .

Are you sure it's not more like you still believe the world is flat, and you've been told it's round, but because you haven't walked around the earth yourself, you won't believe it's round until you do?

Lmao!

Could be! But in travels to try to get to "the ends of the earth" so to speak, I've been spurned by "dragons", pushing me backward and inhibiting me from seeing, making it hard to ascertain what the earth is once and for all.

But we're delving out of control here XD.

[Zane]

No New Post from Catman, Today?

Come on, Dude.. Write/Post Something.. I will like it.

[CatMan]

No New Post from Catman, Today?

Come on, Dude.. Write/Post Something.. I will like it.

Hey there, Zane!

Been busy writing my books you mentioned before, sorry!

Today I'm back on task. No more funk from before from the girl crap. I admit, bit disappointed I haven't heard back from the girl I wrote about. But, I wasn't expecting a reply, I'm used to that kind of stuff by now unfortunately. Maybe someday that reception will change. I don't have too many active "leads" with girls right now, so that's another reason why I decided to go ahead with this program in the downtime. To make use of the time before V3.3, to help myself with another problem I know I've struggled with. And to help possibly report on some of the tech in this to aid execution of DMSI in the future.

Today continuing to organise, and clean. I plan to do a lot more today, a couple hours worth or more. It's becoming real noticeable now, the difference in organisation and general neatness. I'm trying to make the best use of the month before V3.3 comes and so far I'm doing well with that. Now that the funk is gone, trying to make progress each day measurably. It feels good. Not just that, but also I am able to schedule things better. Not as much time just "vanishing" and me not knowing where it went which would happen way more than I'd care to admit, lol.

What's also nice, is that my weight is finally chilling out and going down since getting off DMSI. Hunger pangs have dropped off massively now that I've been off DMSI a little while. Making it so much easier to lose weight and get back to normal weight! That program has been wrecking my weight, and ballooning me up, making me ingest massive calories from hunger pangs. But then doing nothing with the calories seemingly, and packing it all onto me as fat. Either the buzz phrase "reverse resistance" here, or there's a hole in the script between the sourcing of energy, and the USE of energy. I just know others have reported weight trouble on this. V3.1 made me gain 35 pounds! And no matter how hard I tried, it wouldn't come back off. I tried like a maniac on V3.2 to get weight off, after a super long time, I chopped like 25ish, but it was like 10 times the effort of losing 65 pounds like I did way before. But it'd always fluctuate back and forth after a point, and never go down regardless of anything I've tried. It was frustrating. I'm glad I'm off it to control my weight better now, get my weight back off and get back to what I was after being so proud of losing 65 pounds in 10 months with intermittent fasting before starting V3.1. This weight and energy thing needs to be fixed for V3.3. I'll write a summary of the V3.2 run to help development soon.

I think that's about it for now!

[RTBoss]

This weight and energy thing needs to be fixed for V3.3.

How can you literally execute nothing with 3.1/3.2, gain weight, and then blame the script?

I lost weight with each program - actually getting more ripped than ever in my recent adult life - than before. Perhaps it was just the expectation of summer. IDK.

Anyway, there's "reverse resistance" execution - which would make sense for you - and then there's stonewalling, where nothing the script is telling you to do is happening. That would be a convenient scape-goat for you to feed your face to your stomach's content, as you sit on your ass all day running your business, fapping, or whatever it is you do (I mean - DID - now that you're running UM/OP) with your time.

This will all get sorted out. Everything Shannon has modeled regarding your runs has turned out to be true (so far) - including this switch to UM/OP (I can attest, as he told me this would happen MONTHS ago). Keep going - which you will. You will be rewarded.

[CatMan]

This weight and energy thing needs to be fixed for V3.3.

How can you literally execute nothing with 3.1/3.2, gain weight, and then blame the script?

I lost weight with each program - actually getting more ripped than ever in my recent adult life - than before. Perhaps it was just the expectation of summer. IDK.

Anyway, there's "reverse resistance" execution - which would make sense for you - and then there's stonewalling, where nothing the script is telling you to do is happening. That would be a convenient scape-goat for you to feed your face to your stomach's content, as you sit on your ass all day running your business, fapping, or whatever it is you do (I mean - DID - now that you're running UM/OP) with your time.

This will all get sorted out. Everything Shannon has modeled regarding your runs has turned out to be true (so far) - including this switch to UM/OP (I can attest, as he told me this would happen MONTHS ago). Keep going - which you will. You will be rewarded.

Probably because I changed nothing else but the program. My eating and fasting was the exact same. So to me...as I said it's either "reverse resistance", or a hole in between the sourcing of energy, and use of it. And I'm not the only one reporting this phenomenon. It isn't "blaming"...it's simply reporting experience and seeing only a certain number of variables.

Well...obviously it's possible for you to get different experiences than me. And vice versa. However, all I can comment on is my experience on it, ultimately.

The sub increased energy consumption, presumably to feed the aura. Problem is, it sourced the energy, then nothing happened. Again, I'm simply reporting what's happened over time.

I've long said on the forum procrastination is an issue I wanted solved, and that it's the only program I'd consider switching to if it ever released, if that's what you mean. If you mean Shannon has said in the past guys would "run away" from the sub, I haven't done that. I've dutifully used this sub for two years, realised I'm getting next to nothing and have limited prospects now, decided to spend 30 days fixing an issue instead of dead time in between versions. I will 100% be switching to V3.3 opening day, that's a guarantee you can take to the bank .

However, if you mean long ago he privately told you all these prophecies about me somehow, and that he will make a program called UMOP and I will use it, I don't know...lol...harder to get behind that . Should be wrecking the powerball if that's the case, lmao XD. I'd be all over that lol!

Seriously, I will absolutely keep going. For sure man! And trying to report all the detail I can to help Shannon, even if I believe it may be irrelevant. Something small can help massively, who knows! The idea of having those kinds of girls sexually attracted to me...choice at last...no longer feeling "not enough" for them and fearful of them...is such an attractant to the program I will stay loyal to it until the last shell!

[josh84]

Hi catman, did you find the 3 loops of um/op make you very tired during the first week of use or were you full of motivation to get things done?

[RTBoss]

This weight and energy thing needs to be fixed for V3.3.

How can you literally execute nothing with 3.1/3.2, gain weight, and then blame the script?

I lost weight with each program - actually getting more ripped than ever in my recent adult life - than before. Perhaps it was just the expectation of summer. IDK.

Anyway, there's "reverse resistance" execution - which would make sense for you - and then there's stonewalling, where nothing the script is telling you to do is happening. That would be a convenient scape-goat for you to feed your face to your stomach's content, as you sit on your ass all day running your business, fapping, or whatever it is you do (I mean - DID - now that you're running UM/OP) with your time.

This will all get sorted out. Everything Shannon has modeled regarding your runs has turned out to be true (so far) - including this switch to UM/OP (I can attest, as he told me this would happen MONTHS ago). Keep going - which you will. You will be rewarded.

Probably because I changed nothing else but the program. My eating and fasting was the exact same.

However, if you mean long ago he privately told you all these prophecies about me somehow, and that he will make a program called UMOP and I will use it, I don't know...lol...harder to get behind that .

First of all, if you gained weight - you certainly changed some variables - especially eating more and moving less. Since you're "big" on scientific reasoning, this is about all that could explain that.

I've seen all the posts on buying pizzas, lol. Do you jog/run? Do you got to the gym? How long do you spend there? What are you doing specifically? What do you do day in/day out?

[CatMan]

This weight and energy thing needs to be fixed for V3.3.

How can you literally execute nothing with 3.1/3.2, gain weight, and then blame the script?

I lost weight with each program - actually getting more ripped than ever in my recent adult life - than before. Perhaps it was just the expectation of summer. IDK.

Anyway, there's "reverse resistance" execution - which would make sense for you - and then there's stonewalling, where nothing the script is telling you to do is happening. That would be a convenient scape-goat for you to feed your face to your stomach's content, as you sit on your ass all day running your business, fapping, or whatever it is you do (I mean - DID - now that you're running UM/OP) with your time.

This will all get sorted out. Everything Shannon has modeled regarding your runs has turned out to be true (so far) - including this switch to UM/OP (I can attest, as he told me this would happen MONTHS ago). Keep going - which you will. You will be rewarded.

Probably because I changed nothing else but the program. My eating and fasting was the exact same.

However, if you mean long ago he privately told you all these prophecies about me somehow, and that he will make a program called UMOP and I will use it, I don't know...lol...harder to get behind that .

First of all, if you gained weight - you certainly changed some variables - especially eating more and moving less. Since you're "big" on scientific reasoning, this is about all that could explain that.

I've seen all the posts on buying pizzas, lol. Do you jog/run? Do you got to the gym? How long do you spend there? What are you doing specifically? What do you do day in/day out?

I'm doing the exact same thing I did to lose 65 pounds in 10 months before. That 65 pounds was from pure IF, and sticking to it, just different approach to eating, no working out even. Which makes it even more remarkable to me. Only variable changed since that era was the versions I listened to, and then the inhibiting of my weight goals. Lots of water intake daily, daily rigorous fasting 20-24 hours, no snacks, same routine as before when I lost all that weight. Exact same system and exact food and portion control (pizza was a big part of it as I loved it and I know the calories for the brands I like slice by slice so portion control was easy which helped me lose tons of weight) that got me to lose an amazing amount of weight I was and still am very proud of . I hope I can regain it, especially now that I'm off DMSI so insane hunger pangs are gone and the storing of all that extra calories isn't happening either. Consistently lost weight since going off it in fact. Fantastic, I can't argue with that!

It'll be awesome to feel good about myself and how I look when I get more off and get leaner again. Maybe I can even break that record of what I weighed before, who knows! I think it's certainly possible, as even then I still had pretty big flanks that could've gone. I don't have a ton more weight to go to get down to what I was before, it shouldn't be too hard now that I'm off DMSI. Just needs time. It'll be amazing to be lean, I know it'll do a lot for my self esteem. What a great deal to me it'll mean. ;p

It's either reverse resistance, or a hole in the script allowing the energy to be sourced, but it isn't being brought into the game somehow and it just gets stored as fat. I've reported on it because a few small niggles like this in the past were reported and Shannon saw holes in the script where resistance can occur. We can't fix what we can't report on, so I always try to report when I see something that may be of use.

I hope in time the kinks will be worked out, indeed. Could be a life changing program if so, I know for me it could be, for a variety of reasons. We'll see what the future brings!

[mat422]

Honestly sounds like reverse resistance to me. Don't know your story Catman but if you used to be overweight and women were less attracted to you, I could see your subconscious using that as a springboard to avoid women further. It's like "oh sweet if I'm fat I don't have to deal with scary women, let's get on that".

[Shannon]

No New Post from Catman, Today?

Come on, Dude.. Write/Post Something.. I will like it.

Hey there, Zane!

Been busy writing my books you mentioned before, sorry!

Today I'm back on task. No more funk from before from the girl crap. I admit, bit disappointed I haven't heard back from the girl I wrote about. But, I wasn't expecting a reply, I'm used to that kind of stuff by now unfortunately. Maybe someday that reception will change. I don't have too many active "leads" with girls right now, so that's another reason why I decided to go ahead with this program in the downtime. To make use of the time before V3.3, to help myself with another problem I know I've struggled with. And to help possibly report on some of the tech in this to aid execution of DMSI in the future.

Today continuing to organise, and clean. I plan to do a lot more today, a couple hours worth or more. It's becoming real noticeable now, the difference in organisation and general neatness. I'm trying to make the best use of the month before V3.3 comes and so far I'm doing well with that. Now that the funk is gone, trying to make progress each day measurably. It feels good. Not just that, but also I am able to schedule things better. Not as much time just "vanishing" and me not knowing where it went which would happen way more than I'd care to admit, lol.

What's also nice, is that my weight is finally chilling out and going down since getting off DMSI. Hunger pangs have dropped off massively now that I've been off DMSI a little while. Making it so much easier to lose weight and get back to normal weight! That program has been wrecking my weight, and ballooning me up, making me ingest massive calories from hunger pangs. But then doing nothing with the calories seemingly, and packing it all onto me as fat. Either the buzz phrase "reverse resistance" here, or there's a hole in the script between the sourcing of energy, and the USE of energy. I just know others have reported weight trouble on this. V3.1 made me gain 35 pounds! And no matter how hard I tried, it wouldn't come back off. I tried like a maniac on V3.2 to get weight off, after a super long time, I chopped like 25ish, but it was like 10 times the effort of losing 65 pounds like I did way before. But it'd always fluctuate back and forth after a point, and never go down regardless of anything I've tried. It was frustrating. I'm glad I'm off it to control my weight better now, get my weight back off and get back to what I was after being so proud of losing 65 pounds in 10 months with intermittent fasting before starting V3.1. This weight and energy thing needs to be fixed for V3.3. I'll write a summary of the V3.2 run to help development soon.

I think that's about it for now!

What I am noticing is that when you execute a program, you claim the credit for execution and responsibility for the results. When you resist the program, the resistance is claimed, but the results and consequences are somehow the fault of the program.

The reality is, all the results you get from any subliminal are your choices and your responses to a list of instructions. When you execute it, you are responsible for that and the consequences and results. When you resist it, you are responsible for the consequences and results.

It's the equivalent of a very complex grocery list. You have to read it, understand it and respond to it for anything to happen. You wouldn't ignore a grocery list on the table, do nothing to replenish stocks of food (or worse, eat them faster) and later say that the grocery list is at fault for the appalling lack of food in the house.

But when you resist and then try to claim "the program did X", that's exactly what you are doing.

[CatMan]

No New Post from Catman, Today?

Come on, Dude.. Write/Post Something.. I will like it.

Hey there, Zane!

Been busy writing my books you mentioned before, sorry!

Today I'm back on task. No more funk from before from the girl crap. I admit, bit disappointed I haven't heard back from the girl I wrote about. But, I wasn't expecting a reply, I'm used to that kind of stuff by now unfortunately. Maybe someday that reception will change. I don't have too many active "leads" with girls right now, so that's another reason why I decided to go ahead with this program in the downtime. To make use of the time before V3.3, to help myself with another problem I know I've struggled with. And to help possibly report on some of the tech in this to aid execution of DMSI in the future.

Today continuing to organise, and clean. I plan to do a lot more today, a couple hours worth or more. It's becoming real noticeable now, the difference in organisation and general neatness. I'm trying to make the best use of the month before V3.3 comes and so far I'm doing well with that. Now that the funk is gone, trying to make progress each day measurably. It feels good. Not just that, but also I am able to schedule things better. Not as much time just "vanishing" and me not knowing where it went which would happen way more than I'd care to admit, lol.

What's also nice, is that my weight is finally chilling out and going down since getting off DMSI. Hunger pangs have dropped off massively now that I've been off DMSI a little while. Making it so much easier to lose weight and get back to normal weight! That program has been wrecking my weight, and ballooning me up, making me ingest massive calories from hunger pangs. But then doing nothing with the calories seemingly, and packing it all onto me as fat. Either the buzz phrase "reverse resistance" here, or there's a hole in the script between the sourcing of energy, and the USE of energy. I just know others have reported weight trouble on this. V3.1 made me gain 35 pounds! And no matter how hard I tried, it wouldn't come back off. I tried like a maniac on V3.2 to get weight off, after a super long time, I chopped like 25ish, but it was like 10 times the effort of losing 65 pounds like I did way before. But it'd always fluctuate back and forth after a point, and never go down regardless of anything I've tried. It was frustrating. I'm glad I'm off it to control my weight better now, get my weight back off and get back to what I was after being so proud of losing 65 pounds in 10 months with intermittent fasting before starting V3.1. This weight and energy thing needs to be fixed for V3.3. I'll write a summary of the V3.2 run to help development soon.

I think that's about it for now!

What I am noticing is that when you execute a program, you claim the credit for execution and responsibility for the results. When you resist the program, the resistance is claimed, but the results and consequences are somehow the fault of the program.

The reality is, all the results you get from any subliminal are your choices and your responses to a list of instructions. When you execute it, you are responsible for that and the consequences and results. When you resist it, you are responsible for the consequences and results.

It's the equivalent of a very complex grocery list. You have to read it, understand it and respond to it for anything to happen. You wouldn't ignore a grocery list on the table, do nothing to replenish stocks of food (or worse, eat them faster) and later say that the grocery list is at fault for the appalling lack of food in the house.

But when you resist and then try to claim "the program did X", that's exactly what you are doing.

What?...Except for that's a total contradiction of what I've said about UMOP, even very recently. I said the difference in goal, coupled with new tech etc. have allowed execution, and have brought me optimism for the future. Exact opposite of the claim here. Maybe wrong person thought of, I don't know. I do know I have helped you sell a copy or two of it from PMs, so obviously I credited the program quite a bit for that to occur. Not to mention giving so much praise to the program, that not one but TWO of my posts ended up on the testimonials thread (first time I think that my words have ended up there), so, theres that too to be fair.

I'm reporting experience so holes in the script can be fixed. Like I thought we were SUPPOSED to do. Seems almost every time I report, there's resistance against it like the program is perfect and this is all my or our fault which is wrong. Ultimately, the sub is sold to achieve a purpose, if it doesn't hit that as long as we follow the directions from it, then work needs to be done. I don't see why the program is considered godlike and infallible, especially since even you know it needs work and thats why new versions are coming. It's clear it isn't done yet, and has issues, that's fine. That's kinda why we're reporting. So they can be fixed.

If I sell something at my company to someone, they follow the directions, do not get what they are supposed to get, it is on me to resolve it. I cant blame the customer for that, makes no sense. If what you are saying is true, might as well stopped at 1G and just always blamed the customers when programs fail to work. So it seems, since you havent done that, at the end of the day, you and I agree on where the responsibility lies.

I dont get the emotional pushback when I report, everyone knows this program clearly isnt done yet and delivering clear tangible results across the board. We are still here, supporting and REPORTING...reporting...to help make clear tangible results a reality.

Not sure why I so often get static for reporting like we are supposed to. I mean, it is not a secret that DMSI is not exactly working right now. But, we are still here, supporting you and reporting on things to help advance this program to hopefully work someday. I do still have great doubts of DMSI ever working as the sales page copy describes, but I am trying to dutifully listen to each version and report for over two years on DMSI, to hopefully make a believer out of myself one day. I feel damned if I do, damned if I dont. Dont report, I dont execute down the road as issues arent fixed. Do report, constantly get static, lol. I would rather have the chance of DMSI working someday, so I will keep reporting .

Since you and I literally talked about the awesome changes in UMOP and what theyve done for me...and the subsequent prospects for V3.3 and beyond...Im positive you just misidentified me with someone else. No harm done.

[CatMan]

UMOP: Day 7.

Doing some research on what exactly self-criticism is. As I admit, I didnt really know what it was. I mean, by looking at the wording, I assumed I knew the meaning as it seems somewhat straightforward. But, I wanted to be sure and delve deep into the concept.

Very interesting stuff. I see a great deal of importance in adding this aspect to the sub, possibly to the skeleton script itself! Seems to be something that can really inhibit growth, regardless of program goal. Seems that the greater or more difficult the goal, the more opportunities self criticism can spring up to ruin progress, so it seems like a very worthy addition. Fascinating read. I see a great deal of this habit permeating my life and issues. Great addition, Shannon. I think Matt was the one who brought it up, if I recall. Regardless, Im glad its in UMOP.

Still organising and sorting! Compiling a list of things to do as well still and sticking to it more and more. Also changing a few habits in the routine to better more positive and productive ones.

[CatMan]

Been a long time since updating. Haven't bothered, and I've been busy with a second financial crisis I'm managing at my new company.

However, UMOP I feel is making tangible differences to me. Regular sleep schedule for the first time since I can remember. My energy is back, not like that annoying half-stunned brain fog that makes me so tired and sleepy and unmotivated etc. I constantly had on DMSI. Not only mindset has been vastly improved, but tasks I was putting off or fearful of tackling for various reasons no longer make me fearful. Also motivation TO do something about them, feeling good dealing with them, progress everyday on certain things. Tangible progress makes me feel good to get daily. The program is doing a good job with this. Also...things in my life are just coming together all at a very good time for me to take massive advantage of. My new company will be in an unbelievably good condition very soon with these fluke conditions. Maybe this has that reality bending in it, lmao.

Libido is even lower due to the program focusing on motivation/procrastination naturally. The last remnants of it that were there on DMSI, as you all know for a very long time, a good year+, I mostly stopped bothering being active with females anymore as it was frustrating and just a waste of time. I'm really not bothered by females now, more important things to worry about, and things that actually return a tangible ROI for time, money, BS etc. V3.3 I hope doesn't come for awhile yet lol, because I know I'm likely to switch right away. I want to keep the momentum from UMOP, it's making a difference for me.

That's it for now. I will say I was a lifetime procrastinator, took massive effort and help from others at times to do things, especially things I found negative or caused me to feel fearful. Now, I take them on with confidence and positivity, and the knowledge that I can handle it. And things are aligning now for me to make massive strides forward through these things, to ensure my new company an amazingly prosperous future.

Figured an entry was due. Have a good night, peoples!