(08-07-2018, 04:47 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: I agree with Dark Plouf. Once I started having fast sexual encounters, my reality of what is possible changed forever. But before those experiences I assumed everything was just a certain way. No fear involved.
That's what you think. Perhaps you were unable to peg anything that was occurring as fear with your conscious mind - but that doesn't mean your subconscious wasn't absolutely terrified. Just because you didn't observe it or label it consciously, doesn't mean it wasn't there.
Also, your "fast sexual encounters" all occurred while running DMSI, which could easily be Optimus Engine at work.