10-24-2018, 04:07 AM
Two more days of the merry little tour. It's going pretty well, albeit it's a bit boring (at least today it was, since two of my girls were not present 
).
Yesternight, I had a dream which was related to my Sorcirer proceedings and a fear of success with them. It's like a part of my subconscious believes that if I do use them to their full potential, it would be considered illegal/cheating by others, or that I would get punished for it. So I guess the FRM was working on that last night. I am seeing considerable and rapid progress in these proceedings as well.
I neglected my shielding regimen due to lack of time, though, and while I did not notice anything especially untoward happening, I did experience some thoughts that would point towards some people "psychically attacking" me, for the lack of a better term. Now, there's two ways I can go about it: I can let this play out and employ a method for dealing with this that's effective and actually ends up benefiting me directly, but have to use up my mental resources/time to do so, or shield myself and focus on other things. While I'm on tour, I think I'll stick to shielding - once I have more free time, I think I'll be using the former method more often.
).Yesternight, I had a dream which was related to my Sorcirer proceedings and a fear of success with them. It's like a part of my subconscious believes that if I do use them to their full potential, it would be considered illegal/cheating by others, or that I would get punished for it. So I guess the FRM was working on that last night. I am seeing considerable and rapid progress in these proceedings as well.
I neglected my shielding regimen due to lack of time, though, and while I did not notice anything especially untoward happening, I did experience some thoughts that would point towards some people "psychically attacking" me, for the lack of a better term. Now, there's two ways I can go about it: I can let this play out and employ a method for dealing with this that's effective and actually ends up benefiting me directly, but have to use up my mental resources/time to do so, or shield myself and focus on other things. While I'm on tour, I think I'll stick to shielding - once I have more free time, I think I'll be using the former method more often.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
