04-23-2019, 05:30 PM
Bit of an update.
A lot of my dreams are sexual - even moreso than on DMSI. I did not set sexual goals - just mainly related to being happy and healthy. I wonder if USLM is working off of some of the DMSI programming. I won't get specific, but I really enjoyed the dang dreams, lol. Been having a lot of nocwood, just like on DMSI (when executing instead of resisting).
Having up-and-downs with my mood, but it's mostly ups. Apparently, kids laugh around 300 times per day. Adults laugh 5 times per day. I'm laughing a LOT more. Genuine laughs. Very pleased.
Took the kids to the zoo today. We were in an indoor exhibit, which simulates/recreates the environment of nocturnal reptiles and mammals. It's really tough to see much, but I stopped at the vampire bats and was talking about them to the kids when I heard, "RTB? RTB, is that you!?" Turns out my wife's best friend's husband was there w/ one of his kids, and he recognized my voice in the dark. What's great about that is we have a ton of nerd stuff in common - especially movies and things from the 80's and 90's. We never hang out, which is weird - seeing as his wife and my wife are BFFs, and we have so much in common. He's a firefighter, but the rest of the time is spending time with his kids. We could easily do that kind of thing together, which I suggested today. So that was a bit of "luck" for that to happen.
I once again simplified my goals. I was getting too specific and involved. The goals are still pointing in the same direction, I just feel much better about them now.
A lot of my dreams are sexual - even moreso than on DMSI. I did not set sexual goals - just mainly related to being happy and healthy. I wonder if USLM is working off of some of the DMSI programming. I won't get specific, but I really enjoyed the dang dreams, lol. Been having a lot of nocwood, just like on DMSI (when executing instead of resisting).
Having up-and-downs with my mood, but it's mostly ups. Apparently, kids laugh around 300 times per day. Adults laugh 5 times per day. I'm laughing a LOT more. Genuine laughs. Very pleased.
Took the kids to the zoo today. We were in an indoor exhibit, which simulates/recreates the environment of nocturnal reptiles and mammals. It's really tough to see much, but I stopped at the vampire bats and was talking about them to the kids when I heard, "RTB? RTB, is that you!?" Turns out my wife's best friend's husband was there w/ one of his kids, and he recognized my voice in the dark. What's great about that is we have a ton of nerd stuff in common - especially movies and things from the 80's and 90's. We never hang out, which is weird - seeing as his wife and my wife are BFFs, and we have so much in common. He's a firefighter, but the rest of the time is spending time with his kids. We could easily do that kind of thing together, which I suggested today. So that was a bit of "luck" for that to happen.
I once again simplified my goals. I was getting too specific and involved. The goals are still pointing in the same direction, I just feel much better about them now.