04-16-2019, 07:03 AM
Yesterday, I had a lot of impatience about my goals, and (in my mind) kept switching goals again & again. That's the worst part of this type of program for me - staying focused on one goal and not getting greedy.
I refocused this morning, and went over my main goal again (which I do multiple times per day). I had erased the other two goals, even though they were interrelated with my main goal. But after rereading my main goal a few times today, I had an internal mental insistence that I add a second goal - again, interrelated with the first goal. These goals are goals that do not necessarily require any external changes, and should be able to be met through internal mental and emotional change alone. As I added the second goal today and read it - immediately I was flooded with morphine drip.
My wife told me her goal - financially related - and then said she received an unexpected refund check from a medical bill account she had recently paid off. Apparently she overpaid - which was news to her. So, in her mind, she just received over twice the amount of the price of USLM4 "for no reason." We'll take it!
The last thing I'll report is that women are suddenly extremely friendly with me, I'm more open toward them - smiling, joking, laughing - and it's almost like whatever "pressure" I was putting on women using DMSI is gone, and they feel more comfortable around me.
Feeling good.
I refocused this morning, and went over my main goal again (which I do multiple times per day). I had erased the other two goals, even though they were interrelated with my main goal. But after rereading my main goal a few times today, I had an internal mental insistence that I add a second goal - again, interrelated with the first goal. These goals are goals that do not necessarily require any external changes, and should be able to be met through internal mental and emotional change alone. As I added the second goal today and read it - immediately I was flooded with morphine drip.
My wife told me her goal - financially related - and then said she received an unexpected refund check from a medical bill account she had recently paid off. Apparently she overpaid - which was news to her. So, in her mind, she just received over twice the amount of the price of USLM4 "for no reason." We'll take it!
The last thing I'll report is that women are suddenly extremely friendly with me, I'm more open toward them - smiling, joking, laughing - and it's almost like whatever "pressure" I was putting on women using DMSI is gone, and they feel more comfortable around me.
Feeling good.
