04-13-2019, 06:03 AM
(04-12-2019, 03:52 PM)Nara Wrote:(04-12-2019, 10:46 AM)RTBoss Wrote: Feeling much better today.
I was sitting here thinking about my goals for USLM, and a strange buzz/euphoria started in my body. I also had it Tuesday morning, the first morning after I'd run USLM4 loops. The morphine drip - it's an unmistakable feeling.
Had crazy dreams last night. Screaming at my dad (who was yelling back at me, angrily). He was in another car, with the window down (through which he yelled) along w/ my mother, and perhaps one of my siblings. I was left as a passenger in a manual transmission car without a driver (good thing I know how to drive a stick!). These cars were out of the 1950's, the decade my parents were born.
In another dream (or continuation of the same? I dunno), a single engine prop plane crashed into the room of a building I was in, nearly killing me. This happened twice, in different locations. In the dream, I exclaimed, "How is it two planes have fallen from the sky and crashed exactly where I am, almost killing me?"
About this morphine drip...
I've never use any recreational drug. Not even weed. But you guys mentioned the morphine drip here and there, especially when trying a brand new sub.
Now I am really curios. How does it feel? Is it metaphorical or literal?
It's literal. I don't know if it's an endorphin release or dopamine, but for me, it's intense - if short-lived. A former member here initially termed it the "morphine drip." It's not intended to do anything other than indicate that the script is being executed.