2 years ago. I was a type of guy that would have given everything to others just to make them happy or to make their life easier..
I would even go against my own desires just to give to others. I had been doing this my entire life.
I would help others even though others won't help me.
Results of all this :
I lost respect from everyone. My family, sister, brother, I mean they all loved me but they knew I wasn't capable of nothing.
The world abandoned me. I feel into deep depression for 8 years. I lost myself.
I thought that if I would help other then someone might come and help me. But in the end the only person who helped me was "me".
I used to fear abandoning people but in the end I only abandoned myself.
I now only abandoned people who are a parasite in my life.. Sucking the life and joy out of me in any form.
Once you overcome this fear you will gain an emotional strength you can only dreamed off.
If it wasn't for IML. I wouldn't have reached this stage ever. Not in this life atleast . I never knew my own fears. Recognize your fears and work on them.
I would even go against my own desires just to give to others. I had been doing this my entire life.
I would help others even though others won't help me.
Results of all this :
I lost respect from everyone. My family, sister, brother, I mean they all loved me but they knew I wasn't capable of nothing.
The world abandoned me. I feel into deep depression for 8 years. I lost myself.
I thought that if I would help other then someone might come and help me. But in the end the only person who helped me was "me".
I used to fear abandoning people but in the end I only abandoned myself.
I now only abandoned people who are a parasite in my life.. Sucking the life and joy out of me in any form.
Once you overcome this fear you will gain an emotional strength you can only dreamed off.
If it wasn't for IML. I wouldn't have reached this stage ever. Not in this life atleast . I never knew my own fears. Recognize your fears and work on them.
