12-01-2018, 02:08 AM
I'm off my break, restarting tonight. The FRM is apparently breaking through my own ice sheets presently.
I was in my shower this morning, remembering some money I owed my daughter, and I went where I normally go, which is making myself as young as my daughter mentally. I've related to her like this her entire life.
This morning....I didn't/couldn't go there. I had no footing in that normal spot. Like I'm hanging on with my hands to a side of a mountain, I'm looking for foot traction, but only shadows exist where sturdy ground once was. But also, no fear exists in this image.
Something is changing steadily inside me. Even yesterday's fear and confusion isn't so important. Nice Shannon
Thank you.
I was in my shower this morning, remembering some money I owed my daughter, and I went where I normally go, which is making myself as young as my daughter mentally. I've related to her like this her entire life.
This morning....I didn't/couldn't go there. I had no footing in that normal spot. Like I'm hanging on with my hands to a side of a mountain, I'm looking for foot traction, but only shadows exist where sturdy ground once was. But also, no fear exists in this image.
Something is changing steadily inside me. Even yesterday's fear and confusion isn't so important. Nice Shannon
Thank you.
I want to be FREE!
