12-02-2018, 10:08 AM
Today was my first day after the 2-day break.
It wasn't necessarily a bad day, but it wasn't great either. A great day for me is "Yes, let's get to work. Everything is going to work out." A bad day for me is "I have to work again. I just want a break. What the hell are you doing, it's never gonna work."
So this morning it started like a bad day. Somewhere in the middle of the day it shifted to somewhere between a bad day and a great day. As in "not sure if it's gonna work, but I have to actually do the work or else I won't know".
When it's a bad day sometimes I think about how I would probably feel even worse if I wasn't running this sub. I only entertain that thought for a second. Because I don't even wanna go down that rabbit hole.
It wasn't necessarily a bad day, but it wasn't great either. A great day for me is "Yes, let's get to work. Everything is going to work out." A bad day for me is "I have to work again. I just want a break. What the hell are you doing, it's never gonna work."
So this morning it started like a bad day. Somewhere in the middle of the day it shifted to somewhere between a bad day and a great day. As in "not sure if it's gonna work, but I have to actually do the work or else I won't know".
When it's a bad day sometimes I think about how I would probably feel even worse if I wasn't running this sub. I only entertain that thought for a second. Because I don't even wanna go down that rabbit hole.
