10-21-2019, 06:30 AM
Will run my 6-8 loops today.
I feel kind of gloomy and down but not terrible.
I feel like I am torn between two desires: To make money and develop close friendships. I seem to think those two are mutually exclusive when they are not in actuality. I do feel like my neediness and clinginess is what is making my social issues worse. I want people to like me but in attempting to do so, I am driving people away.
I will press forward with UMS with my new goal until the social sub or USLM 4.2 comes out. I feel like my passion for making money has been reinvigorated with my new goal.
I feel kind of gloomy and down but not terrible.
I feel like I am torn between two desires: To make money and develop close friendships. I seem to think those two are mutually exclusive when they are not in actuality. I do feel like my neediness and clinginess is what is making my social issues worse. I want people to like me but in attempting to do so, I am driving people away.
I will press forward with UMS with my new goal until the social sub or USLM 4.2 comes out. I feel like my passion for making money has been reinvigorated with my new goal.
