Today I was starting to feel dizzy, very dizzy and then I refused it, as if my subconscious was telling me to not resist, then I resisted and after breathing hard for half an hour it started to calm down, the tiredness was pretty damn strong, even when i was taking an excessive amount of oxygen that normally results in my feets or hands to start tingling (didn't happen this time) i felt it wasn't enough, but in the end my tiredness and dizzyness faded, then I realized about my problem and get to the conclusion if I'm not the one who is living my life (doing, thinking, deciding...) then it got no sense at all, then what is my life for? for throwing it to the garbage depending on others? or wanting to depend on others even if I'm the one who is doing everything? I refuse to live that way, immediately after I was doing my life and it felt lighter than before, more easy.
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UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-01-2022, 02:07 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Benjamin - 02-01-2022, 04:35 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-01-2022, 06:16 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Omni3 - 02-02-2022, 03:04 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-02-2022, 08:53 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by EvolvingPhoenix - 02-03-2022, 07:42 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-03-2022, 01:42 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by EvolvingPhoenix - 02-03-2022, 02:40 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-03-2022, 05:30 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by EvolvingPhoenix - 02-03-2022, 07:37 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 02-03-2022, 09:55 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by EvolvingPhoenix - 02-04-2022, 06:20 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 02-04-2022, 10:08 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by EvolvingPhoenix - 02-04-2022, 10:50 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-04-2022, 01:25 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 02-04-2022, 03:01 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-08-2022, 06:21 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by K-Train - 02-08-2022, 06:34 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Frosted - 02-09-2022, 08:12 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-10-2022, 10:22 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 02-08-2022, 06:52 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by MegaMan - 02-09-2022, 09:41 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-09-2022, 11:56 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-10-2022, 10:36 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-11-2022, 08:14 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-13-2022, 08:26 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-13-2022, 06:47 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 02-14-2022, 05:26 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-14-2022, 09:02 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-16-2022, 07:27 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 02-16-2022, 10:10 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-20-2022, 06:53 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-21-2022, 07:20 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-21-2022, 06:16 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-22-2022, 02:19 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-23-2022, 08:40 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-24-2022, 06:25 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 02-24-2022, 11:42 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-24-2022, 06:03 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 02-24-2022, 10:06 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-25-2022, 07:11 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 02-25-2022, 09:42 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-26-2022, 06:04 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 02-26-2022, 09:15 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-26-2022, 09:25 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-26-2022, 10:14 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 02-28-2022, 12:41 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-02-2022, 01:11 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 03-02-2022, 06:07 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-02-2022, 06:23 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 03-02-2022, 06:33 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-02-2022, 07:15 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-04-2022, 02:25 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-06-2022, 09:21 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-11-2022, 04:43 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-15-2022, 01:06 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 03-15-2022, 05:06 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-15-2022, 06:41 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-15-2022, 08:24 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 03-15-2022, 09:01 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-16-2022, 07:24 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-16-2022, 09:12 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 03-16-2022, 09:30 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-16-2022, 09:40 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-17-2022, 05:15 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 03-17-2022, 07:00 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-19-2022, 06:09 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-22-2022, 06:09 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 03-23-2022, 01:35 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-23-2022, 06:35 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-25-2022, 12:49 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-26-2022, 02:21 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-27-2022, 02:22 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-31-2022, 06:17 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 03-31-2022, 04:38 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 03-31-2022, 08:35 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-01-2022, 02:24 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-01-2022, 04:53 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-02-2022, 02:20 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-04-2022, 07:18 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-04-2022, 05:05 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 04-05-2022, 12:15 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-05-2022, 04:09 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by Shannon - 04-05-2022, 05:25 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-05-2022, 05:26 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-05-2022, 05:35 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-06-2022, 09:36 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-09-2022, 05:26 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-09-2022, 08:41 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-10-2022, 07:53 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-11-2022, 09:53 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by maxgamer2007 - 04-11-2022, 11:07 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-12-2022, 06:43 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-12-2022, 06:52 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-13-2022, 10:14 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-14-2022, 10:43 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-22-2022, 03:48 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-23-2022, 12:19 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-23-2022, 02:35 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-24-2022, 09:56 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-25-2022, 05:20 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-25-2022, 08:16 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-26-2022, 05:51 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-27-2022, 10:18 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 04-29-2022, 01:31 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-01-2022, 08:01 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-02-2022, 10:05 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-02-2022, 07:53 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-05-2022, 08:35 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-06-2022, 11:56 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-06-2022, 03:45 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-07-2022, 01:36 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-08-2022, 11:57 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-08-2022, 12:36 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-08-2022, 07:13 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by LionMonkey - 05-10-2022, 06:13 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-10-2022, 07:01 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-12-2022, 09:01 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-12-2022, 12:49 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-12-2022, 07:05 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-14-2022, 07:14 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-16-2022, 05:27 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-16-2022, 09:32 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 05-17-2022, 03:07 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by dbzjakecake - 05-26-2022, 11:38 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 06-01-2022, 05:47 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 06-03-2022, 12:53 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 06-05-2022, 12:02 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 06-06-2022, 01:36 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 06-07-2022, 10:52 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 06-09-2022, 10:26 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 06-09-2022, 06:42 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 06-10-2022, 07:43 PM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 06-12-2022, 05:10 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 06-14-2022, 06:01 AM
RE: UH is awesome - by User_000 - 06-17-2022, 05:12 AM
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