Trip.1e Bag It - Wrapping Up with my Aura Jimmy Hat - DMSI V3.1

[RTBoss]

You push DMSI, and DMSI pushes right back my friend. 10 loops "ain't no joke".

Funny how it hit back a few days later. Used 5 loops hybrid again last night.

Just got up from another nap...

Still tired...

[eternity]

Damn, a whole pot? X_x

I'm finding myself pushing the limits to when I need to dose on my caffeine. I think the state shifting (regarding clearing) is busy working its wonders while i'm in that dozed off state of mind. i could be completely off the mark here, but that's what i'm assuming.

Do you think you're trying to sabotage your state shifting by drinking a pot of coffee to combat the fatigue?

Not really. I drink that much caffeine every morning, lol.

........

so I'm not sure I'm on board that state shifting is affected/derailed so easily. IDK.

Haha yeah that's a bit of coffee there. I've been conscious of my caffeine intake (not worried about quitting yet. Baby steps, now). What I'm noticing is that I lower caffeine intake, I tend to get more effective clearing..... whereas before, I've drank hot coffee and felt the aura project like crazy (3.0 days) 3.1 is like the beginning of where we are going to be in state shifting. I get this feeling that 3.2'a TID is responsible for quite a bit of my interesting results lately. That coupled with increased loops? Man I'm not expecting stability for a long while with this killer combo XD

[RTBoss]

5 hybrid loops, 8/15 volume, FLAC, headphones.

Major resistance headache this morning. Just can't seem to shake it.

[RTBoss]

Headache came and went most of the morning and early afternoon, replaced by the unceasing mental/emotional exhaustion. Took a nap, again.

Having weird "power struggle" fights with my wife, albeit her hormone situation makes her ultra-sensitive. Made some headway, got her to admit that she's been extremely touchy. She apologized.

She then went to the store and came home with a beer we've been wanting to try. She even served me one - @ 4 in the afternoon. That was kinda weird. More weird is that I didn't even want a beer - at all - but I didn't say it, b/c I didn't want to attach any negative to her behavior in that moment. She got a "good gurl" from me, instead.

Went to eat at a fast-casual restaurant for dinner, where a quite pretty blonde looked at me, completely dumbfounded. It was blatant staring. I couldn't tell if it was good or bad, lol. I still felt tired, almost like a defeated feeling. I assume that was my subconscious feeling defeated. That's good.

I've had transitory thoughts of being extremely high-value, and then completely worthless, flitting back-and-forth - like a switch. I'm clearly at some kind of precipice. Also good.

We got home and the husband of MILF from across the street ran over with home grown strawberries they picked for us from their garden. His boy was with him, and he excitedly showed me his bike helmet that was covered with flame decals. But even though his son likes me, the way his dad looked at me was a mixture of awe and disgust (perhaps even fear?). I've spoken with him numerous times since moving in (almost 4 years ago), and while we've never been buddies, he's never looked at me like that. His wife really likes me. Maybe he is energy-sensitive and his mate guarding sixth sense went into overdrive. Dunno.

Random thoughts of the day:

"When people meet me, they should feel as if they've found a Million Dollar Bill. How can ya pass pickin' that up? You don't walk away from a Million Dollar Bill, y'all."

"I just want to cooperate and execute the script."

[ichigo]

How do you differentiate between a resistance headache and a tiredness headache?

[RTBoss]

How do you differentiate between a resistance headache and a tiredness headache?

I don't get headaches. Ever. The last headache I had was when I went cold turkey from caffeine, and that took over 24 hours to kick in.

The only time I ever get headaches, they directly coincide with something emotionally turbulent related to DMSI. I never had a "resistance" headache before DMSI, or even the early versions of the program. I'd have to refer to my old journals to see when I started getting them.

Another tell: they come on and go away very quickly. Not to say they don't last a long time, they can. It's just that you'll be fine one moment, and then massive headache the next. Then, without remedy (I didn't take ibruprofen or anything), it'll disappear - sometimes accompanying mental clarity, etc.

PS - Last night, I had the "morphine" drip for a short time. I haven't felt that since starting 3.1, when I was experiencing the feeling intensely.

PPS - My SIL is coming over today.

[RTBoss]

On the way to the gym, a cutie in her car - couldn't have been a day older than 18 - smiled at me in a sly, seductive manner. Flattering.

Got crotch shots during my workout. Turns out it was the daughter of an older lady I didn't mind looking at. Not bad for a woman approaching 50. I also had an interaction with her (the mother), that ended with her crackin' up. Mother/daughter combo, anyone?

The chick I see often times on Version A was there again. It's odd, because while I see her at varying times and places (the gym and the lake), I don't get any IOIs from her to speak of.

After I got home, SIL came over, wearing a loose shirt. We were sitting outside. I really am having a hard time understanding how my wife isn't taking note of her behavior. I have a video of some of this...

She starts off sitting so that her body is facing me. Upright posture, chest out, arm over the back of the chair. She exposes the side of her neck closest to me, while pretending to look the other direction or while talking to my wife. She flicks her eyes at me whilst thinking I'm not looking. I got great peripheral eyesight, so I notice. Then I see that her legs are crossed, both feet pointed at me, and the crossed foot is bouncing. A foot pointed at you AND bouncing is a lock. Then I notice she's caressing her collar bone and fingering her lower lip.

After 10 minutes of chatting, she gets to planting my son's flower seeds in his flower pot - the reason she originally came over. They run out of potting soil, so I run to Walmart quick and buy more. When I get back, I sit down in the seat I'd been sitting in. She puts the potting soil in the pot, and purposefully positioned her body so that her shirt drooped right in my direction. I essentially had a full view of her upper chest, bra, and abdomen for over 5 minutes. There is absolutely no way she wasn't aware, and she didn't care. By the time my shock wore off, I got some video - or so I thought. Internal memory on my phone was full. Got nada - sorry fellas. Oh well. I'll have that image burned into my brain for quite some time.

[RTBoss]

Dowsing results for last night: 5 loops, masked (first time it differentiated between type of file), "quiet" @ 8/15, FLAC, sleep phones.

Nothing yet to report today, it's still early. Feeling pretty good.

Remembered a detail from yesterday. SIL and wife had a one-upmanship argument in front of me. Silly argument about when rush hour ends in our city. SIL one-upped my wife in the end, and made me laugh pretty hard to boot. Haven't seen sibling rivalry from them for awhile. Could have been DMSI.

[RTBoss]

Ok, major WTF DMSI moment today at the gym.

I was doing cardio, and the best looking girls in the whole gym were two high school girls - older than 16, but not likely 18 or 19. I was walking on the treadmill for about 15 minutes, with one treadmill separating us. I finished first, and walked away to grab a cleaning wipe. I came back, and as I'm wiping the treadmill down, one girl says to the other,

"Do you have any condoms?"
"...No..."
"Me, either. I'll probably have to get some from my parents."

I stopped, jaw on the ground, and stared for a brief second. Then I walked away laughing.

That's the best one yet!

[RTBoss]

Uber-concerned for my wife right now.

Just bought MIR V2.1 - she has mastitis and it's escalating rapidly. She never got this bad with my son. If I had known this was going to happen, I would have started her as soon as she noticed symptoms. Selfishly, I didn't because I didn't want to derail my DMSI run. SMH.

Even though she's on antibiotics, taking Tylenol, and taking 800mg ibuprofen at a shot, her temperature has only gone up. We're almost at 102 right now, and contemplating the emergency room. Her right breast is streaking red, and she's sweating pretty good right now.

After massive reluctance on her part, I have her 10 minutes into listening to the hybrid track on headphones.

[Shannon]

You realize that she has to listen 24/7 until 3 days after it's lost all symptoms. More volume is better.
why do headphones? Hybrid? She's not gonna listen to that on headphones 24/7 at max volume. You should be using ultrasonic, and you should be using it on speakers when she's not in a position to absolutely need headphones.

Why is she reluctant to listen?

[RTBoss]

You realize that she has to listen 24/7 until 3 days after it's lost all symptoms. More volume is better.
why do headphones? Hybrid? She's not gonna listen to that on headphones 24/7 at max volume. You should be using ultrasonic, and you should be using it on speakers when she's not in a position to absolutely need headphones.

Why is she reluctant to listen?

Ok, thanks for the instruction. I'm just a stressed unit ATM, and I'm not thinking very clearly.

I was thinking logistics about MIR (regarding headphone usage) affecting all of us as a family. I was worried about the 24/7 thing and making a latent virus or bacteria come back with a vengeance for my son and I, as well as the anti-piracy code affecting someone. We're not going to all be able to be in the same room 24/7 until she clears.

She's reluctant to listen because she doesn't believe subliminals work. She's "open," but not really. This is definitely a good opportunity to become a believer.

[Shannon]

You realize that she has to listen 24/7 until 3 days after it's lost all symptoms. More volume is better.
why do headphones? Hybrid? She's not gonna listen to that on headphones 24/7 at max volume. You should be using ultrasonic, and you should be using it on speakers when she's not in a position to absolutely need headphones.

Why is she reluctant to listen?

Ok, thanks for the instruction. I'm just a stressed unit ATM, and I'm not thinking very clearly.

I was thinking logistics about MIR (regarding headphone usage) affecting all of us as a family. I was worried about the 24/7 thing and making a latent virus or bacteria come back with a vengeance for my son and I, as well as the anti-piracy code affecting someone. We're not going to all be able to be in the same room 24/7 until she clears.

She's reluctant to listen because she doesn't believe subliminals work. She's "open," but not really. This is definitely a good opportunity to become a believer.

You're not going to trigger AP code by using it that way.

Play it on speaker of some sort at max volume that she can handle, and leave it looping 24/7 until 3 days after the last signs of infection are gone. That's VERY important.

If you can't stay in the same room, then when you get more than 30 feet away from her play source, start your own. Shut down yours when you come within 30 feet of hers.

It's so important that you do this right that it's better not to use it at all than to screw this up with a serious infection. Keep it playing, because just like antibiotics, you're killing the weaker ones first. Breaking the playing of it after she feels better but before 3 days would certainly make a believer of her when it came back, but risking her life is not worth making a believer of her.

So either don't use it, or make absolutely sure you use it properly: ultrasonic only, 24/7, 3 days after all symptoms are gone, and max possible volume on speakers.

MIR is designed to take into account situations like this for the AP code. It's more important to make it work than worry about piracy in this case.

[RTBoss]

You realize that she has to listen 24/7 until 3 days after it's lost all symptoms. More volume is better.
why do headphones? Hybrid? She's not gonna listen to that on headphones 24/7 at max volume. You should be using ultrasonic, and you should be using it on speakers when she's not in a position to absolutely need headphones.

Why is she reluctant to listen?

Ok, thanks for the instruction. I'm just a stressed unit ATM, and I'm not thinking very clearly.

I was thinking logistics about MIR (regarding headphone usage) affecting all of us as a family. I was worried about the 24/7 thing and making a latent virus or bacteria come back with a vengeance for my son and I, as well as the anti-piracy code affecting someone. We're not going to all be able to be in the same room 24/7 until she clears.

She's reluctant to listen because she doesn't believe subliminals work. She's "open," but not really. This is definitely a good opportunity to become a believer.

You're not going to trigger AP code by using it that way.

Play it on speaker of some sort at max volume that she can handle, and leave it looping 24/7 until 3 days after the last signs of infection are gone. That's VERY important.

If you can't stay in the same room, then when you get more than 30 feet away from her play source, start your own. Shut down yours when you come within 30 feet of hers.

It's so important that you do this right that it's better not to use it at all than to screw this up with a serious infection. Keep it playing, because just like antibiotics, you're killing the weaker ones first. Breaking the playing of it after she feels better but before 3 days would certainly make a believer of her when it came back, but risking her life is not worth making a believer of her.

So either don't use it, or make absolutely sure you use it properly: ultrasonic only, 24/7, 3 days after all symptoms are gone, and max possible volume on speakers.

MIR is designed to take into account situations like this for the AP code. It's more important to make it work than worry about piracy in this case.

Thanks, Shannon - that makes this a lot easier!

I will say this - since starting the hybrid (even at the lower volume so she can interact with the kids and me) - her fever has broken and is back to 98.8. It's just the 2nd loop. She's also more talkative, and not in the pain she was before. She started sweating 10 minutes into the first loop, but claims the sweating started before she started MIR. She has already mentally constructed that it must be "the ibuprofen kicking in and the sweating." Sigh.