Trip.1e Bag It - Wrapping Up with my Aura Jimmy Hat - DMSI V3.1

[Shannon]

You realize you are being instructed to do some ridiculous energy manipulation, and shift from one reality to another, right? That kinda feels funky. Even with experience doing it.

[RTBoss]

I feel like I had more healing/clearing themed dreams last night, but I can't remember them. My son woke me from a deep sleep, mid-dream, around 8 AM - I usually wake by myself around 6:30 or 7.

Back from the gym. Ate beforehand again.

Cute counter girl and other counter dude came to take my membership card at the same time. When I gave the face, "Who do I give it to?" she reached out and said, "We're fighting over you!" and we both laughed. Could have been something she says anytime that happens, could be...DMSI, or a combo of both.

Couple looks from cuties, quite a bit of, "Who dafuq is that dude?" from guys. No lifting partners today, so nothing on that front.

[WIP68]

Hey RT,

If recall correctly, I believe you mentioned you have and use an IR sauna in your house. Have you noticed any "energy" effects after using the saunna, other than what you are used to, since starting 3.1? Do you think it provides power to your aura?

[RTBoss]

Hey RT,

If recall correctly, I believe you mentioned you have and use an IR sauna in your house. Have you noticed any "energy" effects after using the saunna, other than what you are used to, since starting 3.1? Do you think it provides power to your aura?

I used my FIR sauna yesterday in the afternoon to check just that!

I can't say I felt any power increase, but I did feel damn good after (as usual). I will definitely continue to use it and see if I notice anything. I'll let you know.

[RTBoss]

I've conveniently left out some details from the last few days. I think it's because they're hits from women 20-25 years my senior.

Gas station - attendant was a major flirt. Kept yakkin' at me, I actually had to walk backwards all the way out the door as not to appear rude. I just wanted to get outta there!

Last night my wife and I had a dinner at a local vegan place (shockingly delicious) that was paid for by a company I refinanced my student loan debt through. We sat next to two couples. One couple, the dude would not stop talking to me about beer, exercise, this-that-and-the-other thing. Other couple, the wife told me that I "look like a movie star." This was after telling me she's a thespian - big into theater, trying to do commercials, been in a few movies with bit roles. She also made a joke while I told a story, with my wife sitting there next to her, that I must have done such-and-such with my other - secret - wife.

So yeah, I'm a movie star with multiple wives and a super-secret lifestyle, lol.

[RTBoss]

Two other things -

Today I noticed a change in my smell, notably after returning from the gym. My stank is a different stank. I'll have to pay closer attention, see what more I can notice.

My cats are addicted to me. My wife's lap? 1 cat. My lap? 4 cats. They must like the energy. Even the cat that only started to warm up to me while running E2 is back to lovin' on me.

[Shannon]

Well four pussies in your lap at once sounds like DMSI is working pret-ty well for you, if you ask me. lol

[RTBoss]

Yesterday afternoon my wife and son left for 5 days away my my in-law's farm. I'm free to go wherever, and do as I please.

I listened to my 2 loops using the ultrasonic track, .FLAC, phone wired direct to my soundbar, LOUD at -30 dB @ source.

During the 1st loop, while watching a show, I got sleepy and napped for a few hours. The loops were done when I woke (obvi). I felt odd - like Catman and Chaos have alluded to. Just plain weird, almost numb. I felt like I didn't know what to do with myself.

The college basketball team I have season tickets for was in the semifinals last night, so I decided to go get some beer at the grocery store nearby. As I drove in my car, I felt waves of emotion come at me. I thought about how I already missed having my son around. As fast as the waves came, they passed.

I walked into the liquor store portion of the grocery with a swagger that I didn't feel. I just wanted to get in and get out. I walked passed a sampling station with purpose, but the (very attractive) black girl working the stand called out to me. "Hey, wanna sample some whiskey!?"

Sure, why not?

She had very bright, enthusiastic energy. She says, "You just made my day! Can you believe that they make us pour all this out if it's not gone by the time I'm done?" I immediately felt great, and we had a witty back-and-forth. I felt like she was informing me that her shift was over, and she was available, but I didn't bite. I turned to leave and she tried to get me to stay by saying, "Oh, hey, you wanna try the Bailey's Irish Cream?" but I just laughed and said, "No, thanks, I think you're gonna have to pour that one out."

As I rang up at the cashier (a woman I've interacted with on numerous occasions), talked about how cold she was standing near the door with the cold breeze anytime it opened. I don't remember what I said back, but she looked at me and said, "You just made my day, thank you so much!"

I didn't do anything, but apparently made two ladies days. Alright.

Went home, enjoyed the game - my team won a close one and plays in the final game against a very, very difficult team today. I'll be watching that as I finish up my loops this afternoon.

This morning I woke up after sleeping around 9 hours (which is a lot for me). I had many dreams that I thought were cool, and "remembered" them each time I tossed or turned, but this morning my recall is completely gone.

I've been using my 10,000 lux SAD light while perusing the forum, and not having eaten (and not being hungry), I've sat here positively buzzing with energy. Once again, I feel like I've taken some sort of drug - this body high thing is pretty crazy.

I don't have anything to do, so I think I'll drink a quick protein shake and head to the gym.

[RTBoss]

What a wonderful feeling.

The only person I go out with, if I get to go out, I tell him that my family is out-of-town days ago. Last night, he sends me a Snap of him out at a local indoor football game (American football for you Europeans), and tonight sends me a Snap from a comedy club. No invite. Hell, I don't know, maybe he got two date nights with his wife in a row. Doubtful.

I'm doing such a great job of manifesting opportunities to get out of the house.

I don't know if this is trying to push me to go out alone, and see what's up, but I'm not feelin' it. I don't know what to do, or where to go.

So here's to another night of sitting on the couch. Fuckin' wonderful.

[SargeMaximus]

Maybe you should take some of 4K's advice, go to a random bar, and just see what happens?

RT, broaden your mind.

[Shannon]

What a wonderful feeling.

The only person I go out with, if I get to go out, I tell him that my family is out-of-town days ago. Last night, he sends me a Snap of him out at a local indoor football game (American football for you Europeans), and tonight sends me a Snap from a comedy club. No invite. Hell, I don't know, maybe he got two date nights with his wife in a row. Doubtful.

I'm doing such a great job of manifesting opportunities to get out of the house.

I don't know if this is trying to push me to go out alone, and see what's up, but I'm not feelin' it. I don't know what to do, or where to go.

So here's to another night of sitting on the couch. Fuckin' wonderful.

You are doing a good job of manifesting opportunities to go out. But you're not taking them.

Wanna go out? Then get on the Internet and look up things that interest you happening in your area. Then, go do them.

No invite needed. In fact you can invite someone else to go with you if you like.

It sounds to me like part of you is executing the script, and another part is trying hard to sabotage the results because it doesn't want to risk your marriage.

My advice is that you just take this opportunity to go out and find ways to immerse yourself in genuine fun good times. Other people don't need to matter.

[RTBoss]

Maybe you should take some of 4K's advice, go to a random bar, and just see what happens?

RT, broaden your mind.

Yeah, lol - I sat there justifying to myself by saying, "If I were a single virgin like Sarge, then I'd go out by myself..."

I said when I started this program that I wasn't looking to get laid, but get rid of sexual neediness, neediness of attention from other women, and get the program to execute on my wife. My ego wants the attention, so I use that to justify staying home and being pissed about it.

It seems I've put myself into a catch-22.

[Dr. Strangelove]

Maybe you should take some of 4K's advice, go to a random bar, and just see what happens?

RT, broaden your mind.

Yeah, lol - I sat there justifying to myself by saying, "If I were a single virgin like Sarge, then I'd go out by myself..."

I said when I started this program that I wasn't looking to get laid, but get rid of sexual neediness, neediness of attention from other women, and get the program to execute on my wife. My ego wants the attention, so I use that to justify staying home and being pissed about it.

It seems I've put myself into a catch-22.

[RTBoss]

Maybe you should take some of 4K's advice, go to a random bar, and just see what happens?

RT, broaden your mind.

Yeah, lol - I sat there justifying to myself by saying, "If I were a single virgin like Sarge, then I'd go out by myself..."

I said when I started this program that I wasn't looking to get laid, but get rid of sexual neediness, neediness of attention from other women, and get the program to execute on my wife. My ego wants the attention, so I use that to justify staying home and being pissed about it.

It seems I've put myself into a catch-22.

Haven't you been away from missus before? If you have, correct me if I'm wrong, this time it's different, now that DMSI is involved?

Avoiding opportunities that DMSI creates for you may ultimately be a losing battle. Especially now that loopholes for self sabotage are getting smaller and smaller. You may end up a recluse on Tibet mountain, but wenches will still find you.

Bring on the Tibetan Wenches, lol!

I've been away from her before, sure. When I was single, I always had a group of people to go socialize with. I've never been in a situation where I literally have nobody to go out with, so being in this position is new for me. Everyone I used to hang out with has either gone by the wayside, moved away, or are strictly movie buddies.

This dude I've been hanging out with here and there and working out with at the gym is literally the only person I would feel comfortable going out with and attract any female attention. The other two guys I could have called are obese geeks, whom I love dearly, but would literally repel all women within a 200 ft radius (thereby canceling out my 200 ft. short distance sniper, lol!)

My other, old, "best friend," is now someone I have nothing in common with anymore... He looks like a ginger version of the Duck Dynasty dudes and just drinks and smokes cigarettes and pot all the time. He had nothing going for him, and I've pretty much cut ties since my son was born. I don't want him around people like that.

So anyway, I go to the gym, movies, and sometimes dinner by myself, but have never just gone out to a bar, club, or whatever and seen what's up.