08-24-2016, 08:28 AM
(08-24-2016, 06:18 AM)fibonacciw Wrote:(08-23-2016, 03:59 PM)RTBoss Wrote: 7 loops US -33 dB
Woke up tired again.
Had a blood test, place was dead. Last year women were everywhere, I had a time this year that got me through fast, but nothing else. Not a good (subliminal) testing situation.
Went to Panera for breakfast after. Old-foagie-city. It was like Florida in there. A few old men approached and interacted with my son, and my wife, though when I paid attention they held my gaze (rather than my wife's).
Two women behind the counter, middle-aged and large, stared at me for about 3 minutes. One of them fanned herself like she was standing in a California wildfire.
Took a 2.5 hr nap this afternoon. Had a lot of hunger, ate a lot. Felt great after. Little-to-no-heat (until now as I type this, whilst drinking a beer).
Had to run an errand to Wally World (Walmart for you folks across the pond). We're stocking up on supplies for our upcoming fishing trip this weekend into next week.
One cutie runs into me in the storage bin aisle. Bet she was getting something for college. It was like I was a ghost. I smiled at her, said, "Hi," and nothing from her. At all.
Dud day. And to make things worse, the lady from the picture on Sunday is coming for her 2nd session this week in...well, she'll be here anytime. I find myself having a beer on Tuesday nights before she comes over quite often. "Better to ignore you with, my dear!"
Anyway, hopefully better results will ensue from here on.
EDIT: Client commented on my tan. Less sexual body language, thank goodness.
Is it me or the resistance real heavy with V2.3. I have been angry but very calm. I have been having dreams that are very dramatic and I felt at ease when I awoke. I will continue this for a few months. I am at a point in my life where I am ready to face my fears and past hurts. Whats say you RT?
Totally agree. Resistance is high. I'm sure that's why I'm dead tired all the time. I don't feel like doing anything.
I wish I could remember my dreams. I'm back to the way it was on V1 and not remembering them very well, if at all.
I find my level of irritability very high. I need to back down on the caffeine, but right now, it's the only thing keeping me any sort of functional.