The Alpha Train

[Shannon]

Stage 6 has made me more assertive so far. A fellow club member has been acting rude lately and rather than simply let it go today I didn't hesistate to shout back at him though he soon calmed him demeanor down and started acting polite later. If I do go back over a stage it will be Stage 2 simply because while using BIABW 6.0 during stage 2 it prevented the jerk syndrome which I realize now was actually necessary for me. I'm actually feeling exihilirated by this spark in assertiveness and I hope it continues. Still some feelings of social awkwardness but now I'm moving towards just doing my own thing and being laid back.

Ultra Motivation has certaintly been helping me stay on track with school. I just recieved good marks on my recent Chemistry test so it's now possible for me to get a B in the class and maintain my GPA. This summer will be a summer of hard choices as I have to choose between SM and one of the grade subliminals. But since SM has ultra success programing in it I might be covered in the school department.

Choose the grades. SM can wait. Success programming is a small part of the massive whole, which is very pointedly and heavily focused on SEX. Do the wise thing, and get good grades first. It's not gonna make me money giving you that advice, but it's the right thing for you to do.