03-26-2011, 09:09 PM
Been a while since I posted. I've dropped Luck Magnifier due to it conflicting with AM2011 so I've picked up Seize the day and will try to give that a legit shot for the next 4 weeks.
I'm currently 22 days into Stage 5 of Alpha 2011 and so far things have been pretty good. Unlike stage 4 there are more periods where I'm happy and vibrant. Female attention has increased as well, and it's gotten to the point where I wondered if I still need to wear pheros lol.
School is rough though. For some reason I feel like Alpha 2011 isn't tackling procrastination like I want it too. I'm currently in a dog fight to hold onto my scholarship and I know I should be more focused but I feel so unmotivated. I hate it and love it because I'm relaxed but I need to be more concerned about my work. I feel like one of those relaxed procrastinators who says "no problem, I'll get it done" and then of course it doesn't get done, or doesn't get done right and the crap hits the fan.
I thought about switching back to Laserlike Concentration since it certiantly worked great however it didn't directly address my procrastination problem. I hate this sooooo much. Procrastination is literally ruining my school life which sucks because AM2011 has been aiding my social life but I like for there to be balance. I'm using the Beta track again to help me and it's definitely working but now I'm wondering if it's too little too late. And the worse part about all this? Is that I'm not worried like I should be. It's like my mind has gotten so laid back that I honestly don't give a flip about anything.
I'm currently 22 days into Stage 5 of Alpha 2011 and so far things have been pretty good. Unlike stage 4 there are more periods where I'm happy and vibrant. Female attention has increased as well, and it's gotten to the point where I wondered if I still need to wear pheros lol.
School is rough though. For some reason I feel like Alpha 2011 isn't tackling procrastination like I want it too. I'm currently in a dog fight to hold onto my scholarship and I know I should be more focused but I feel so unmotivated. I hate it and love it because I'm relaxed but I need to be more concerned about my work. I feel like one of those relaxed procrastinators who says "no problem, I'll get it done" and then of course it doesn't get done, or doesn't get done right and the crap hits the fan.
I thought about switching back to Laserlike Concentration since it certiantly worked great however it didn't directly address my procrastination problem. I hate this sooooo much. Procrastination is literally ruining my school life which sucks because AM2011 has been aiding my social life but I like for there to be balance. I'm using the Beta track again to help me and it's definitely working but now I'm wondering if it's too little too late. And the worse part about all this? Is that I'm not worried like I should be. It's like my mind has gotten so laid back that I honestly don't give a flip about anything.
