03-06-2011, 05:44 PM
Hello everyone, time for an update. I'm finally done with Stage 4 of AM 2011 and I'm now onto Stage 5. Stage 4 was absolutely brutal. I had a lot of stuff going on. Things that I thought were gone like neediness and insecurity came back at times and I had some very rough days. There were days were I was seriously unmotivated and this dug me into a deep hole in my schooling. Right now, I'm attempting to recover, and I've got to spend my spring break both resting and studying to bring my grades up.
As far as women goes, it's been up and down. When I went to that party 2 weeks ago I felt like I was at the peak of AM, everything clicked, I was feeling the effects full force. Now, it's been either neutral or ok which isn't bad. I did have an attractive female friend display some crushy attention towards me but that was A1 induced however I think those feelings were always there but A1 just made it more blatant.
Luck Magnifier 4G is rough. I've gone through periods of time where nothing was going my way, and even now I'm still struggling. It seems as if LM is making things roughER, which isn't a trait the 3.0 version had. I have been making an effort to focus my consious desires and it does seem to help. So I think right now I'm just going through some rough patches but I think by the end of this week I'll be experienceing more obvious and blatant manifestations. I'm going to try to give LM at least 32 days worth of time, and then after that I'll decide on where to go next.
PS: I'm getting about 3-4 hours of exposure from LM and 6-10 hours on the Alpha Set.
As far as women goes, it's been up and down. When I went to that party 2 weeks ago I felt like I was at the peak of AM, everything clicked, I was feeling the effects full force. Now, it's been either neutral or ok which isn't bad. I did have an attractive female friend display some crushy attention towards me but that was A1 induced however I think those feelings were always there but A1 just made it more blatant.
Luck Magnifier 4G is rough. I've gone through periods of time where nothing was going my way, and even now I'm still struggling. It seems as if LM is making things roughER, which isn't a trait the 3.0 version had. I have been making an effort to focus my consious desires and it does seem to help. So I think right now I'm just going through some rough patches but I think by the end of this week I'll be experienceing more obvious and blatant manifestations. I'm going to try to give LM at least 32 days worth of time, and then after that I'll decide on where to go next.
PS: I'm getting about 3-4 hours of exposure from LM and 6-10 hours on the Alpha Set.
