The Adventures of the Mystic Pymp (currently AM6 second run)

[Mystic Pymp]

Nice, thank you.

My experience and the way I feel on resistance is similar to a lot of what you have said here. I look forward to reading the rest of this run.

Thanks mate! I'm not really reading any journals since a long time ago (for many reasons), but it's good to know someone is following my adventures

I'm a little worried, I still have those mood swings and I even catch myself in a though of coming back to her, which is bad. My reason says definitively "no", but my heart is conflicted. That is to show I think how strong of a resistance I'm going through right now. While my conscious mind has no problem in accepting AM ideas, my subconscious someone tries to tell me that I'm not deserving and I'm not good enough and even if that makes no sense to do I should go and get back what I've lost. Well, my dear subconscious, I love you but you are wrong. You were with me when I was breaking up for all the good reasons, so stick with me now through thick and thin!

What's worse is that I'll be leaving for a week long camp this Saturday and I don't really want to entertain though of having to put up the brave face in there. I mean best case scenario is I will have fun with people and I will forget about my troubles, worst case I will be walking around the mountains and sit in my hotel room dying of anxiety. Oh well, we'll see.