06-14-2016, 11:32 AM
I feel awful these days. I thought it was due to exams, but those ended and I'm still very anxious and uneasy. I would say that it's because I'm still heartbroken, but it's not that and I can't quite put my finger on the source. Perhaps it's AM as I noticed this happening ever since start of stage 4 and growing ever since, but past stages were going smoothly so that's strange. It quite reminds me of my first AM run where I was having quite a mood swings and felt like shit all the time. Almost makes me wanna quit AM run, do a break and start other sub, but I know I have to run through all the stages so that's not an option.
I was running DAOSI twice or thrice to test it. I cannot give any reports as there was no opportunity to test it really, but I must say it's first sub that I feel affecting me while listening. Really my way of thinking changes, it's not really horniness, more like sexual confidence, hard to explain. After loop or two I do feel more confident and sexual, but again I didn't have much opportunity to test it and I don't want to listen to much of it not to screw my AM run. But once AM is done at the end of August I'm sure to jump on the DAOSI bandwagon.
I was running DAOSI twice or thrice to test it. I cannot give any reports as there was no opportunity to test it really, but I must say it's first sub that I feel affecting me while listening. Really my way of thinking changes, it's not really horniness, more like sexual confidence, hard to explain. After loop or two I do feel more confident and sexual, but again I didn't have much opportunity to test it and I don't want to listen to much of it not to screw my AM run. But once AM is done at the end of August I'm sure to jump on the DAOSI bandwagon.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4