Tao's Journal (Multiple Subs)

[Tao374]

Good and bad news. I did the Sleep Aid / LTU combo for about a week. However, after a few days the sleep aid seemed to have an adverse effect. It helped me go to sleep but I would wake up in a panic half way through the night and nothing would help me go back to sleep, not even the sleep aid. After the third night of this and being sleep deprived I decided to listen to E2. It put me right back to sleep. I cleared my mind for about two days and have been now running E2 for the past week. It is having an amazing effect on me. Not only am I going to sleep easy but I’m staying asleep (no use of the sleep aid). The sleep aid seemed to have a strong physical effect on me but sleeping problem seemed to be more related to anxiety and E2 is working better. Since purchasing E2 almost two years ago it has been the only sub that I have been able to run with any consistency besides about a 3 month period of the AM refresher. I keep being drawn back to it. This run has been very different from my others. I used to only do 1-2 loops per day as it was taxing on me. I’m doing 4 or 5 this run and it barely fazing me. I feel great. I think deep down in my mind, I know I need this sub and I’m refusing to let myself use other subs. My stress and anxiety has disappeared and I had a lot. Usually, I’m burnt out by the time I get home from work and just want to watch Netflix. Now I feel fine and watching TV seems boring so I get stuff done. Also, I’ve had the realization that this scrip is so powerful that it works even after you stop using it. After completing my last 3 month run of 1-3 loops per day, I had tremendous healing effects in the few months following. At the time I was attributing them to meditation however, they started to fade after a few months. Resulting in the stress and anxiety that was keeping me from sleeping. I’m back on the E2 wagon, I think I jumped off too early last time. Can’t wait to see where this ride takes me this time.