12-21-2014, 05:52 AM
Stage 3 - Day 23
Continuing with stage 3. It is still a draining stage and it causes me to have some sleep disorder. Stage 2 was easier on me.
I noticed that I'm getting more and more to OK to stand out. Its a clear sign of increased self-esteem and I'm happy for it.
On the releasing front, releasing on my animosity, resentment and anger toward my mother and women is finally paying off huge rewards.
One girl that stopped talking to me several months ago is back into my life. She said that she moved into an another town. She told me that I could visit her at anytime and stay at her place.
But this is even better, I attracted 2 girls both the style of girls I always wanted. One is a tall slender blonde from Russia and the other is a gorgeous redhead also from Russia.
The redhead has some solid profile (Good diploma + big job + she is popular on Instagram)
It gives me the feeling that I'm not enough for her. I'm happy with that because I released the first part that was my anger toward women/mother and now I'm ready to release the second part my feeling of not being good enough for my style of women.
Continuing with stage 3. It is still a draining stage and it causes me to have some sleep disorder. Stage 2 was easier on me.
I noticed that I'm getting more and more to OK to stand out. Its a clear sign of increased self-esteem and I'm happy for it.
On the releasing front, releasing on my animosity, resentment and anger toward my mother and women is finally paying off huge rewards.
One girl that stopped talking to me several months ago is back into my life. She said that she moved into an another town. She told me that I could visit her at anytime and stay at her place.
But this is even better, I attracted 2 girls both the style of girls I always wanted. One is a tall slender blonde from Russia and the other is a gorgeous redhead also from Russia.
The redhead has some solid profile (Good diploma + big job + she is popular on Instagram)
It gives me the feeling that I'm not enough for her. I'm happy with that because I released the first part that was my anger toward women/mother and now I'm ready to release the second part my feeling of not being good enough for my style of women.
Subs History: BIABW (2014)-> AM (2015) -> OF 4g 1.1 (2015)- > DAOS 4g (90 days - 2016) -> DMSI - > AYPNBL
