Superman's DMSI v3+ journal

[Superman]

I need something to fill my time with. I find that I've been reading the news and listening to podcasts a lot lately. Maybe someone can suggest a a good book or something

[Superman]

Still annoyed of running the sub but I'm still pushing through.

Recently I've been really into the news, and finance. I've been looking into investing and other ways to make money.

External results wise, nothing. I've gotten into a routine, but it's more of a rut. The high energy I was experiencing at the beginning has faded and I'm starting to struggle to make it through the day. I really enjoy relaxed music with no words. I'm becoming agitated with many things. Im not really a coffee drinker but the last 2 months I've had at least 1 per day and I think I've developed a habit. Trying to stop it now, hopefully it isn't too hard. I've stopped exercising and I've started gaining weight again. I'm getting back on the fitness though. I think my stress and tension levels are shooting through the roof, it could be due to the coffee though. I'm firmly stopping now. I've just decided it as I type this.

Would be nice to get a little more in the way of external effects. Oh well

[Superman]

Look up the Harry Dresden Files. Book one is called Storm Front. You can thank me later.

I bought the book and I've started reading it. Enjoying it so far. I didn't have any expectation of what kind of book it was so I was a little surprised.

Thanks for the recommendation

[Superman]

The sub is really annoying Me right now. I'm getting more and more frustrated by the day. Not seeing any external effects, and the self effects are almost gone. Drive for fitness has shifted to drive for money, and I've been gaining weight again. Pretty sure my ex is seeing someone now and it's really bothering me even though I'm with someone too. If the sniper was in she'd be my target. I know I shouldn't, but I do. Maybe even just to prove this sub works. But I don't see her and the long range sniper isn't in this version so I don't think that's going to happen.

[Determined]

The sub is really annoying Me right now. I'm getting more and more frustrated by the day. Not seeing any external effects, and the self effects are almost gone. Drive for fitness has shifted to drive for money, and I've been gaining weight again. Pretty sure my ex is seeing someone now and it's really bothering me even though I'm with someone too. If the sniper was in she'd be my target. I know I shouldn't, but I do. Maybe even just to prove this sub works. But I don't see her and the long range sniper isn't in this version so I don't think that's going to happen.

Even if you did sniper here, the myraid number of reasons as to why you broke up would always interfere. Jealousy is also a powerful aphrodisiac, so by you thinking she's with someone else actually attracts you to her more.

[Superman]

Even if you did sniper her, the myraid number of reasons as to why you broke up would always interfere. Jealousy is also a powerful aphrodisiac, so by you thinking she's with someone else actually attracts you to her more.

I suppose you're right. Thanks for the wisdom. Im feeling a little depressed and just feel like we're endlessly encountering resistance and excuses for why the sub isn't working yet.

[Superman]

Still running the sub, still not seeing anything meaningful. Today was dreadful without caffeine. I'm making the decision to increase my loops. Haven't decided on a number yet, but most likely greater than 2 and less than 7

Going to consciously make an effort to stop fapping and coffee, as well as getting in shape. I'm not leaving it up to the sub to magically bring it in my life. I'm making it happen.

I saw a really cute girl today, nothing happened. Lol. She was just gorgeous and I wanted to remember the moment so I posted about It. If I could have some kind of sub influenced interaction with someone like her I will officially declare dmsi a success

[Superman]

Everything is pretty much the same effects wise. Second day of no caffeine or fapping/porn. Getting pretty agitated. Won't be too long before I'm a bundle of raging hormones.

[Zane]

Everything is pretty much the same effects wise. Second day of no caffeine or fapping/porn. Getting pretty agitated. Won't be too long before I'm a bundle of raging hormones.

Are u using "A" or "B"?

[Determined]

One day, this will be you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8kYkciD9VjU

[Superman]

Everything is pretty much the same effects wise. Second day of no caffeine or fapping/porn. Getting pretty agitated. Won't be too long before I'm a bundle of raging hormones.

Are u using "A" or "B"?

I'm using B until 3.3 comes out then I'll decide again.

[Superman]

I'm wound up like hell after 4 days of no porn, fapping or coffee. Blue balls is hitting me hard. I think I've stumbled onto something. Could be the sub that guided me towards this. I won't disclose what it is just yet, but I'll give it a try and see if I notice any difference and report back in a week or two.

[Superman]

Still running 3.2B. I think I'm on an executing phase again like when I first started the sub. I've been able to keep up the no fapping stream, I've had one coffee by accident, it was just so routine, but oh well.

Ive been channeling my energy into more productive things. I'm still trying this new thing I thought of. I started it after this new phase so it wasn't caused by this. Also I think I've discovered some issues with my speakers. I set my subs to play at a certain time and I randomly woke up in the night and didn't hear it. So I might have been missing loops. Gotta figure out what's going on.

No external results still. Lol

[Superman]

Not experiencing much of anything anymore. The nofap streak ended, but I'll probably get back on it soon. Feeling really really tired and mentally drained. It's getting harder and harder to get out of bed in the morning and actually be coherent.

Patiently waiting for 3.3

Edit: actually make that 3.4 or 4.0