10-21-2018, 03:33 AM
So because I get out a bit more because I work couple nights a week and involves seeing a bit more people in general. I notice some women I find attractive that I acknowledge, they don't hit on me or anything, but I feel attractive and I have more of a feeling they find me attractive, usually the super hot ones.
I will see how it goes, I might be finding ways so I can come in contact with more attractive women. My awareness of attractive women in my external reality has been on the increase, which helps.
I do much better when I am one on one with an attractive woman, so unless I have alone time with the attractive women. For example on my job, I was with this other guy collegue in his 50's and he is very extroverted. So when we come across attractive women work related, in groups with other guys ect. Then I just don't have that outward energy to be more extroverted then him, especially when it is night shift and I am tired.
I am not fretting over it, as realised something last night. My colleague told about the hot girl he like talking to and we drove to this place where she is stationed and working with this other guy. Anyway he parked up and went and talked to them. I stay in the car because I had to finish my written log on my phone and I finished it and could of went straight out and joined them and see this girl but I thought to my self I don't need to I am fine not because there will always be another attractive girl.
Anyway he ended up persistently waving for me to get out the car and join them, so I did and did and said high to this girl and guy and she had this look on her face kinda like all seriouse and starey but as if inside she is going "OMG he is hot" but outwardly keeping her composure and looking serious. I caught her staring at me as my colleague was talking and she smiled then looked down and away and put her hand up to her forehand as if to scratch her forehead, cover her face from me and then she stroked her hair. I also noticed she turned her body fully towards me and kinda walked past me kinda smoking, and letting my colleague talk to the other guy. I think she might off positioned herself so I turn and talk to her....I don't know.
Anyway, as we left said bye and walked away she smiled and said bye and she was leaning on this table thing and smoking and as I turned to walk away it looked like she was looking at my legs. Anyway I got to the car and turned to look at her and she was just smoking and staring at me with her serious but something else look. I don't know what the word is for that look! But it kinda turns me on.
Anyway, I don't know if I will ever see her again but that shouldn't matter as there is an abundance of attractive women out there (there is always another girl).
I just can't stopping thinking I would of got her number if I was me but much much more extroverted.
Anyway, hopefully the newer version of DMS will allow me to do better or them do better lol, fucck it why not both do better?
I will see how it goes, I might be finding ways so I can come in contact with more attractive women. My awareness of attractive women in my external reality has been on the increase, which helps.
I do much better when I am one on one with an attractive woman, so unless I have alone time with the attractive women. For example on my job, I was with this other guy collegue in his 50's and he is very extroverted. So when we come across attractive women work related, in groups with other guys ect. Then I just don't have that outward energy to be more extroverted then him, especially when it is night shift and I am tired.
I am not fretting over it, as realised something last night. My colleague told about the hot girl he like talking to and we drove to this place where she is stationed and working with this other guy. Anyway he parked up and went and talked to them. I stay in the car because I had to finish my written log on my phone and I finished it and could of went straight out and joined them and see this girl but I thought to my self I don't need to I am fine not because there will always be another attractive girl.
Anyway he ended up persistently waving for me to get out the car and join them, so I did and did and said high to this girl and guy and she had this look on her face kinda like all seriouse and starey but as if inside she is going "OMG he is hot" but outwardly keeping her composure and looking serious. I caught her staring at me as my colleague was talking and she smiled then looked down and away and put her hand up to her forehand as if to scratch her forehead, cover her face from me and then she stroked her hair. I also noticed she turned her body fully towards me and kinda walked past me kinda smoking, and letting my colleague talk to the other guy. I think she might off positioned herself so I turn and talk to her....I don't know.
Anyway, as we left said bye and walked away she smiled and said bye and she was leaning on this table thing and smoking and as I turned to walk away it looked like she was looking at my legs. Anyway I got to the car and turned to look at her and she was just smoking and staring at me with her serious but something else look. I don't know what the word is for that look! But it kinda turns me on.
Anyway, I don't know if I will ever see her again but that shouldn't matter as there is an abundance of attractive women out there (there is always another girl).
I just can't stopping thinking I would of got her number if I was me but much much more extroverted.
Anyway, hopefully the newer version of DMS will allow me to do better or them do better lol, fucck it why not both do better?
