10-06-2018, 12:09 AM
So this mini testing of DMSI 3.1, has been fruitful...as it has showed that 7 loops a night has made me feel really emotionally down and unmotivated. In contrast to US/LM 1 loop, feeling pretty good and more motivated.
What sucks is that I want to sleep, but I can't sleep as much and when I do have a sleep it feels like I didn't get enough, even though last night I did not listen again.
Now I remember 7 loops of US/LM I didn't feel great and lowering it to one loop I felt much better.
So, I have to decide now if I want to test 1 loop of DMSI 3.1 A or B, or move on. These soul sucking feelings make me want to just move on as I don't want to feel this way.
I start a new job today and these feelings make me feel not ready emotionally and unprepared.
Before I move on I will have to test 1 loop a night to see if that allows me to feel better like I did on US/LM.
Jeez man, I can't even think straight, I don't even know what I am doing, or why I am even doing this lol.
I might test A at 1 loop first, then B ...because I won't get a chance otherwise. I don't know I can't think straight whatever I do, I will do.
What sucks is that I want to sleep, but I can't sleep as much and when I do have a sleep it feels like I didn't get enough, even though last night I did not listen again.
Now I remember 7 loops of US/LM I didn't feel great and lowering it to one loop I felt much better.
So, I have to decide now if I want to test 1 loop of DMSI 3.1 A or B, or move on. These soul sucking feelings make me want to just move on as I don't want to feel this way.
I start a new job today and these feelings make me feel not ready emotionally and unprepared.
Before I move on I will have to test 1 loop a night to see if that allows me to feel better like I did on US/LM.
Jeez man, I can't even think straight, I don't even know what I am doing, or why I am even doing this lol.
I might test A at 1 loop first, then B ...because I won't get a chance otherwise. I don't know I can't think straight whatever I do, I will do.
