I would recommend you to stick to it and if it's making u feel worse then it's working. Believe I have felt so worse but in the End ur Sub learns and things start going ur way..
I would use Shannon sub and believe me even using MLS-5.5G and MHS-5.5G I used to feel so lazy and drained and sometimes so bad that I would feel as If I had no hope.. I felt like that for like a year.
Use this sub for 3 months and after that u can give UM-OP a shot.
Dont change and run away from subs its not gonna help.. I used to think like you but I always had hope.. Dont loose it..
Also looks like that part time job offer is still kinda hovering around u and u just think about it makes u feel stressed.
If these opportunities are coming in front of you then I believe that you are attracting things which could lead to success but I think the lack of Motivation.. Could be what's making u think that, that part time job is exhausting.. Even I used to think that that.. Try USLM then after that UM-OP..
Stopping the sub won't fix anything.. So Better keep playing and with time thing will flow - that's what would keep telling myself when I felt like shit which was like forever..
I would use Shannon sub and believe me even using MLS-5.5G and MHS-5.5G I used to feel so lazy and drained and sometimes so bad that I would feel as If I had no hope.. I felt like that for like a year.
Use this sub for 3 months and after that u can give UM-OP a shot.
Dont change and run away from subs its not gonna help.. I used to think like you but I always had hope.. Dont loose it..
Also looks like that part time job offer is still kinda hovering around u and u just think about it makes u feel stressed.
If these opportunities are coming in front of you then I believe that you are attracting things which could lead to success but I think the lack of Motivation.. Could be what's making u think that, that part time job is exhausting.. Even I used to think that that.. Try USLM then after that UM-OP..
Stopping the sub won't fix anything.. So Better keep playing and with time thing will flow - that's what would keep telling myself when I felt like shit which was like forever..