03-27-2015, 05:37 AM
Day 4
Anxiety, rumbling thoughts, tired , depression - one word chaos in the head.
I am full of some "fears" ... anger.
Everything annoys me, just feel so bad - past is hunting me. I have senteces in my head "Release the boy and become a man"
Than all bad things that happend with my previouse girlfriends ( some crazy shit ) are going trough my head .
Yesterday i had a dream of falling, and i was seeing all ex girlfriends laughing while i was falling.
Does it have to be this intense ? :/
Anxiety, rumbling thoughts, tired , depression - one word chaos in the head.
I am full of some "fears" ... anger.
Everything annoys me, just feel so bad - past is hunting me. I have senteces in my head "Release the boy and become a man"
Than all bad things that happend with my previouse girlfriends ( some crazy shit ) are going trough my head .
Yesterday i had a dream of falling, and i was seeing all ex girlfriends laughing while i was falling.
Does it have to be this intense ? :/
