Stage 7 LTU6

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I bought and have been using 2 loops of tranquilizer B before running 4 loops of LTU6 every night that I use it. It's helped calm me down, but I don't get knocked out by it and sleep in 40 minutes. Rather, my body calms down but I still stay up throughout the night hoping I'll fall asleep on LTU6. Typically, every night, I sleep for less than an hour and just stay up the whole night trying to fall asleep.

In terms of positive effects of LTU6: People have been more friendly to me at the gym lately and I have been more social at the gym too and starting random conversations, which use to be very difficult for me.

My mindset is improving from a static mindset towards a growth mindset. For instance, I known that to learn better I need to be consistent and practice what I want to learn, and that intelligence is dynamic and not static because it improves as I improve over time with what I've learned in different areas of life. Eventually, I plan to rerun MLS 5.75.6G and run it with tranquilizer B, but now that I've switched to LTU6, I'm sticking with it. My brother also tells me he sees a lot of positive benefits with me running LTU6.

I've begun listening to podcasts to educate myself on various topics so that I am more knowledgeable and better at conversation since I don't like reading self-help books.

I've been studying consistently for 30 minutes every morning on python and sql. THIS IS IMPORTANT. I wish I was running MLS to learn better but my brother tells me LTU6 will work on my fears of learning as well and free me up to be more efficient, focused, and effective at learning as I improve myself holistically on it.

For the past two weeks, I've gone to the gym 4-5 times a week. I plan to go today too.

I've been socializing with friends that I met with through an Indian meetup, and actually felt like I belonged and felt connected with them.

Overall, my life is getting a lot better, and so my issues with learning complex topics and having a cute girlfriend are what I'm hoping will be solved eventually by making myself a more healthy person emotionally and mentally. Eventually, I want to run ARL, but I'm not sure when that will be. I'm just going to focus on the good benefits from LTU6. I'm generally happier in life too, which is great.


Last night was an off night of listening, so I just ran tranquilizer B for 2 loops each time I woke up in the middle of the night. At the end, I dreamed of a girl with a ton of tattoos and a nose piercing. @Shannon  How did you know what type of girl you were attracted to? Did experience teach you that?

Natural attraction is an involuntary response you have when someone matches your "love map", as some have called it.  I knew what type of woman I was attracted to physically before I understood what sort of personality and traits I like because that was what I had to go on.  I found myself responding very strongly to naturally redheaded women in ways I could not ignore or prevent.  I also responded to a very small number of girls in high school because of some very specific physical traits, which were common to all of them.  It's going to be different discovering what you're attracted to for everyone, so my personal experience may not be very useful.

Also, I think because of E4 in LTU6 I've been dreaming about a girl I've been hung up on from the past, so is that E4's way of helping me let go of the past and heal?

It could be.

I sometimes wonder if dreams are messages that foretell what happens in real life, because I've had dreams where I'll dream about someone and then see them the next day unexpectedly when I was in college, but from a logical perspective that could be chalked up to coincidence but I don't know.

Dreams can be many things, including the conscious mind's attempts to interpret the wandering of your consciousness in time as it explores what you experience as "the future" at a conscious level, for various reasons.

Recently, I've been thinking more about Auras, and that Auras or a person's energy field or vibe is an indicator of whether you will become friends or have a relationship with a person who matches my own Aura. Is this way off base? Just been thinking about that a lot.

A person's natural energy expression can go a long way to determining the natural experience two people have between themselves, but it does not remove free will.  You may meet someone who you immediately feel comfortable, uncomfortable or some other response around, but that may be their energy or some sort of memory from some previous experience with them.  Friends don't always have auric interactions that matter, and neither do people engaged in other types of relationship.  But the more important the relationship is, the more likely that personal energy interactions will matter, in my experience.

I keep thinking my Aura right now is an unconditional loving aura because of the unconditional love energy flooding from E4. Is this true?

E4 is designed to heal you emotionally.  The unconditional love is directed toward yourself predominantly, and any effect it has on others is going to be secondary.  It can still have an effect, but E4 is about healing yourself emotionally.

Thanks for the insight Shannon!