I have noticed a lot lately that women are trying to take advantage of me, and I stand my ground. I explain my point of view to them, which after words, I can tell they get upset that I don't put up with their BS. I also have noticed that a lot of the guys that have been talking their crap to me, trying to belittle me, are currently starting to treat me with more respect. It is like now everything is taking a whole 360 turn in a more positive direction. I am not caring what people are thinking or saying about me as much as I use to. Plus, I feel motivated in some way that the current employment I am at now, is not right for me anymore.
I feel more of a pull that I need to start getting something better that will be more fulfilling in my life, also more financial upside. I am not saying that I'm not grateful for the current job I have, I am grateful because it has allowed me to grow into more of the man I have also wanted to become. It has shown me what areas that I needed to work on, and I am now slowly getting there. Also, I have noticed that I am not as needy with the women. It is sort of like now when I see a attractive woman, I say "Wow look at her." But then it just ends there, instead I would always try to get her to notice me, clinging, neediness, not as much now. I will still check her out to show that I am interested when she sees me looking, but I don't look away.
I feel more of a pull that I need to start getting something better that will be more fulfilling in my life, also more financial upside. I am not saying that I'm not grateful for the current job I have, I am grateful because it has allowed me to grow into more of the man I have also wanted to become. It has shown me what areas that I needed to work on, and I am now slowly getting there. Also, I have noticed that I am not as needy with the women. It is sort of like now when I see a attractive woman, I say "Wow look at her." But then it just ends there, instead I would always try to get her to notice me, clinging, neediness, not as much now. I will still check her out to show that I am interested when she sees me looking, but I don't look away.
