Here are some updates to what is going on. I have one week left on stage 3. I can't believe how fast this one went by. I have noticed a very big difference in myself and in who I am. Certain people at work still try to push my buttons. However, I am starting to notice that the guys are slowing calling me by my first name without the name calling that they do whenever they see me. For now there is nothing new to report about that girl at work. I wanted to give some background before I explain what I wanted to share, all my life, I have been shy and kept to myself. I am not used to women, especially the very attractive ones giving me attention, checking me out, etc....
Well today I couldn't believe how many attractive women were looking at me in the eyes everywhere I went. This happened as I was at work, it seemed every area I needed to go women were making direct eye contact. They would look me in the eyes, have a smile on their faces and with the eyes it didn't seem they were just giving me the normal look. It sort of felt like they were genuinely happy to see me and had no problem making direct eye contact. In a way, I was somewhat uncomfortable, because I am not used to getting this much attention from attractive women. Even so, I did make sure that I keep the eye contact until they looked away and about half of them did break eye contact first. I didn't do it in a creepy type of way. I had a smile on my face, and in a way I am not sure, but it felt like I was using my eyes to in a seduction way.
I have never done the eye seduction stuff, so I am not sure if I was doing it or not. It did, however, feel like when the attractive women were making direct eye contact, it sort of felt like a secret code or something was going on between us. It is hard to explain because I am not familiar with this kind of technique, but I could get use to it when I start to realize when I am doing it. Also, some of the women when we would go our separate ways but would run into each other again, they would go back to look me in the eyes again. Sometimes it would be a more intense stare, not the "I will kill you look." But the look that sort of feels like "I would like to f*ck you." I have never in my life had those kinds of looks, but today it was very clear that women were interested in me and that this program is starting to make it effects known. I also just realized something, that I am going about doing my own thing without worry about what other people will think or say about me.
EDIT: I forgot to mention that my voice box must be changing because my throat is sore in a way, and it feels like my voice is deeper. I noticed that I am not talking much from my throat like I have always done.
Well today I couldn't believe how many attractive women were looking at me in the eyes everywhere I went. This happened as I was at work, it seemed every area I needed to go women were making direct eye contact. They would look me in the eyes, have a smile on their faces and with the eyes it didn't seem they were just giving me the normal look. It sort of felt like they were genuinely happy to see me and had no problem making direct eye contact. In a way, I was somewhat uncomfortable, because I am not used to getting this much attention from attractive women. Even so, I did make sure that I keep the eye contact until they looked away and about half of them did break eye contact first. I didn't do it in a creepy type of way. I had a smile on my face, and in a way I am not sure, but it felt like I was using my eyes to in a seduction way.
I have never done the eye seduction stuff, so I am not sure if I was doing it or not. It did, however, feel like when the attractive women were making direct eye contact, it sort of felt like a secret code or something was going on between us. It is hard to explain because I am not familiar with this kind of technique, but I could get use to it when I start to realize when I am doing it. Also, some of the women when we would go our separate ways but would run into each other again, they would go back to look me in the eyes again. Sometimes it would be a more intense stare, not the "I will kill you look." But the look that sort of feels like "I would like to f*ck you." I have never in my life had those kinds of looks, but today it was very clear that women were interested in me and that this program is starting to make it effects known. I also just realized something, that I am going about doing my own thing without worry about what other people will think or say about me.
EDIT: I forgot to mention that my voice box must be changing because my throat is sore in a way, and it feels like my voice is deeper. I noticed that I am not talking much from my throat like I have always done.
