I am 12 days in on stage three, and so far I have noticed a few things. First, I am not as self conscious as I was, I can walk around and not really pay attention if people are looking at me. I am learning now to just be ok with who I am and not worry about if people are talking behind my back. Plus, today the girl at work must be noticing a difference as well. Mostly, because as she was getting ready to leave work, she walked by me and our eyes met.
When our eyes met, it was a whole different kind of look, and she had a big smile on her face. We have looked at each other in the eyes before, but I never saw or felt what happened today before. Furthermore, I was talking with another co-worker, when out of the corner of my eye, I caught her checking me out. However, she looked away real quick because she was walking the other direction. I just find it interesting that she is now starting to take notice and have more of an interest in me. Unlike before, it was me that was checking her out all the time, but now she wants to check me out more.
In a way I feel like I am giving off an aura that people must be feeling because I feel it when I am walking around at work. Plus, people are starting to show a bit more respect to me. They're not talking down to me as much, and are now calling me by my first name.
When our eyes met, it was a whole different kind of look, and she had a big smile on her face. We have looked at each other in the eyes before, but I never saw or felt what happened today before. Furthermore, I was talking with another co-worker, when out of the corner of my eye, I caught her checking me out. However, she looked away real quick because she was walking the other direction. I just find it interesting that she is now starting to take notice and have more of an interest in me. Unlike before, it was me that was checking her out all the time, but now she wants to check me out more.
In a way I feel like I am giving off an aura that people must be feeling because I feel it when I am walking around at work. Plus, people are starting to show a bit more respect to me. They're not talking down to me as much, and are now calling me by my first name.
