Social Anxiety / which sub is best to start with?

[Daredevil]

I'm on my 11th day of EPHRA and I am seeing subtle results such as my mother apologizing for mistakes she has made and also me having one anger outburst. After EPHRA I'm going to do BASE 2.1 for 3 years. I have also decided to supplement my 4-5 month journey with Meditation 30 minutes whole listening to the Sub, Yoga, deep breathing, and muscle imbalance therapy. I am sick and tired of living the way how I am living now where people step over me, I act like a clown to get attention and approval and being a whiner. Those traits need to go. I have strong deep emotions and my shadow and I are constantly at war with each other and it remains unitegrated witching my psyche. The only Subs I plan to do in my life are AM6/7, BASE 5G, Overcoming fear, OGSF, APYW, ASC, and Attract Positive energy. So for the next 20 years I'm going to try to reverse all the junk that I inherited from my parents with these subliminals and not let my children have the same childhood I had.