11-14-2015, 06:05 PM
(11-14-2015, 09:31 AM)Soaring Wrote: The resistance I have been feeling is going more in my comfort zone, self sabotaging myself, complete loss of motivation to even shower, heavy cloudy feeling in my head, feelings of wanting to stop Overcoming Fear, losing complete hope that I can actually change my life and then beating my self up even more because of all this.
It can change quickly, but then come back just as quickly. I think I am just ultra sensitive to subliminals. It is true that in the past I have stopped because of resistance.
Every time, I just can't help it. The resistance tricks me and I then think stopping and/or changing subs is the absolute best thing to do and it would be completely wrong in every bone in my body to continue with whatever sub I am listening to.
I am aware of this and I do want to get results, real ones where it has helped me in my life. As I said before I want to continue listening to OF and I would love to use it for 6 months, as I really do not want to change subs again, nor buy any more. I beat myself up just thinking of buying OF 5G, that is why I have chosen not to. It will be stupid of me if I do.
As I said before I am going to keep a private journal from now on, as I do not like clogging this whole thread up with just me babbling about my resistance all the time.
I will keep track with a private journal on my PC and update here every month.
As of today it has been 3 weeks using OF every night for 8-12 hrs a day, most of it at night. I am using ultra sonic track.
Peace out.
I can relate to everything you just said. When I feel like every bone in my body is telling me to stop listening to a sub I always switch to something else and if I ever feel like switching back I do. I guess it could be from resistance but personally I feel like it's my brain screaming "enough, I get it, stop fuc*ing playing this I get it, move on, it's done." and then I move on to something else, or move back to something else. I almost never go by time for when I'm done with a sub, I basically always go by when my brain tells me I'm done.
