10-27-2015, 01:04 PM
I got a girls number from eHarmony that I have been messaging back and fourth for the last 3 days. I have a strong feeling she might be from me running the AYPPRL. She matches me on many levels. I wont say too much more as I do not want to get my hopes up.
I pretty much just got of the phone with her. I was shitting myself before ringing her, I have to be honest, I felt so much anxiety it was crazy, it took me about an hour to just just press the button to ring her.
I was alright once I started speaking to her, I feel the conversation was ok, but now really not sure. I was speaking to her for 30 mins.
Near the end she asked me if I live alone and I said no I live with my parents, I said I work for my dads business which is where I live and the ease for me if I want to just get up and go traveling.
She then tells me she has lived alone for 6 years in a flat. She did mention it is hard to just get up and go when you are renting. She said she would save up the last rent and use it to go traveling.
Little while after, she said she had to go because she had a bath ready and it was nice talking to me and said I will speak to you...(pause) ..at some point?.... It felt like a question, but I don't know. I just said yeah and it was nice speaking to you too and have a good night.
Now it made me realize how long I have not done this (Cold called a girl from emails) Which is 6 years, as I was in a long term relationship.
I am just going to do nothing and see if she texts me in the next few days or something. Let her soak in the bath and think about me lol.
I pretty much just got of the phone with her. I was shitting myself before ringing her, I have to be honest, I felt so much anxiety it was crazy, it took me about an hour to just just press the button to ring her.
I was alright once I started speaking to her, I feel the conversation was ok, but now really not sure. I was speaking to her for 30 mins.
Near the end she asked me if I live alone and I said no I live with my parents, I said I work for my dads business which is where I live and the ease for me if I want to just get up and go traveling.
She then tells me she has lived alone for 6 years in a flat. She did mention it is hard to just get up and go when you are renting. She said she would save up the last rent and use it to go traveling.
Little while after, she said she had to go because she had a bath ready and it was nice talking to me and said I will speak to you...(pause) ..at some point?.... It felt like a question, but I don't know. I just said yeah and it was nice speaking to you too and have a good night.
Now it made me realize how long I have not done this (Cold called a girl from emails) Which is 6 years, as I was in a long term relationship.
I am just going to do nothing and see if she texts me in the next few days or something. Let her soak in the bath and think about me lol.
