Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Fluffy]

I have experienced thinking about my ex girlfriend too recently and I too thought it might be resistance, but then again I did have fears that being in the relationship with her pushed me to face. All this stuff is very paradoxical to know what is the real reason.

For example I have been shifting between staying and going towards a degree, or leaving for a year working/travelling.

Obviously getting back with girlfriend can be seen as opposite to DMSI goals, even though DMSI could be healing/clearing issues I have with being in a relationship, as I had fears of bringing her back to my parents place because of past hurts from my Marriage that I had here that involved my parents.

Staying or going. I can imagine going away I would meet more people (Women) because I would be in staying in a cities and staying in hostels etc ....But then I don't know if I am "running" away? Even though I know I will grow.

Staying and going towards a degree would benefit me more long term I imagine and I would still be meeting women along this journey. I also can continue certain hobbies I am passionate about if I stayed. If I stayed I would have to continue living with my parents for at least another year though. Is this comfort zone? or is it because I am thinking smart and thinking of my future?

Things are more complicated when things are affecting your subconscious mind, as we don't know what is towards the goals or resistance, especially when everything seems to have a bit of both sides

By your own words, getting into a committed relationship is contrary to the goals of DMSI. Therefore, it cannot be DMSI pushing you to do that.

The rest... I don't know about.

Yeah that is true Shannon, I just need to work out on my own what one of my other options is actually resistance. I sometimes feel trickery going on.

Big life path choices are making me very indecisive and uncomfortable. I feel peaceful when I just stop thinking about it all.

A decision will be made eventually, that is inevitable.

[Oversoul]

6 days into DMSI version A 7 loops strong wood in the mornings. This might be due to taking M stack for the gym. M stack is a natural supplement for body building.

On the 6th day i got angry and began masturbating. The IDGAF is kicking in strong. No external results yet.

Got angry and started masturbating. Got angry at what? DMSI telling you not to derail DMSI by masturbating? Sounds like it. IDGAF, in that case, sounds like a resistance mechanism; if you don't care about anything, then the script has nothing to use as an execution target. That's why so many guys are suddenly "losing interest in women/sex/etc" on 3.2.

This will be corrected on 3.3.

Yes! I feel like this is what has directly caused me to fail at executing DMSI. I'll gain some execution in the start of every version I've tested and it eventually gets me to just not care.

I'm excited for this one to be changed.

Same, its almost like the SubC rejects girls out of fear of rejections. Kinda like 'ill reject you before you get a chance to reject me' which makes me not care about anything or even care about executing.

Consciously knowing this and telling yourself to lean just over the edge of your fears seem to help though.

[josh84]

Hi Shannon, been on dmsi about 5 months, but my biggest issue is approaching women for first time to talk make friends and just be social when out in public places, would you suggest using the approach anxiety sub for 32 days to help get to the point of being able to approach women without worry.

I know thats not the aim of dmsi and for them to approach us but so far internally and externally not noticing any changes and if i dont approach anyone they have no interest in approaching me so sort of stuck with continue on dmsi and see if something happens or try the approach anxiety sub to get past that so i can make that first step towards approaching people and then with continued use of dmsi have them start approaching me eventually.

Your thoughts would be good
thanks.

[Hatman]

Hi Shannon. I'm almost finished reading through "Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 2", which is a behemoth of a thread mind you. I'd like to commend you on your utmost patience with people who ask the same, but differently phrased questions over and over. Perhaps a more detailed FAQ DMSI section is in order? Obviously whenever any person on your team has the time to do so

This way you could simply link them to the FAQ instead of wasting your time repeating yourself whenever someone asks you for more information on what the TID is and how it works (which I have done unintentionally )

However, I enjoyed reading your dumps of knowledge on how the reality we actually live in works, among other things. And I can't wait for more!

[thor2014]

7 days on 7 loops of DMSI A. Having dreams of boarding a train and realizing I am on the wrong train. Had the same dream twice. I have tried on a couple of occasions to execute the sniper on girls I like at the gym but nothing appears to happen.

[Benjamin]

Hi Shannon. I'm almost finished reading through "Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 2", which is a behemoth of a thread mind you. I'd like to commend you on your utmost patience with people who ask the same, but differently phrased questions over and over. Perhaps a more detailed FAQ DMSI section is in order? Obviously whenever any person on your team has the time to do so Wink

This way you could simply link them to the FAQ instead of wasting your time repeating yourself whenever someone asks you for more information on what the TID is and how it works (which I have done unintentionally Tongue)

The common questions are there, and there is information about TID in the glossary. Alot of the DMSI questions are kind of specific to the person. I've tried to put the common ones there.

I'll have a look to see how it can be expanded on.

Most people don't seem to look at the FAQ though it seems.

[Hatman]

Hi Shannon. I'm almost finished reading through "Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 2", which is a behemoth of a thread mind you. I'd like to commend you on your utmost patience with people who ask the same, but differently phrased questions over and over. Perhaps a more detailed FAQ DMSI section is in order? Obviously whenever any person on your team has the time to do so Wink

This way you could simply link them to the FAQ instead of wasting your time repeating yourself whenever someone asks you for more information on what the TID is and how it works (which I have done unintentionally Tongue)

The common questions are there, and there is information about TID in the glossary. Alot of the DMSI questions are kind of specific to the person. I've tried to put the common ones there.

I'll have a look to see how it can be expanded on.

Most people don't seem to look at the FAQ though it seems.

Yes, unfortunately. I have read through the FAQ and the glossary but I still had the need to post a question on TID a while back. I knew what it was, but was interested in finding out more about how it worked.

Now I've got more of an idea of what it is and how it works as I spent some time reading over the two discussion journals. Not sure how many would be willing to do so.

And you're right about a lot of those questions being specific to the person. But I was talking more about questions like "When will x sub be out?", which is useless to ask since Shannon does not use deadlines.

[Shannon]

Hi Shannon, been on dmsi about 5 months, but my biggest issue is approaching women for first time to talk make friends and just be social when out in public places, would you suggest using the approach anxiety sub for 32 days to help get to the point of being able to approach women without worry.

I know thats not the aim of dmsi and for them to approach us but so far internally and externally not noticing any changes and if i dont approach anyone they have no interest in approaching me so sort of stuck with continue on dmsi and see if something happens or try the approach anxiety sub to get past that so i can make that first step towards approaching people and then with continued use of dmsi have them start approaching me eventually.

Your thoughts would be good
thanks.

How many loops a day are you using of DMSI?

[THolt]

Hey Shannon,
What are the next few focusfire subs going to be after the custom is finished?

[josh84]

Hi Shannon for the last 7 days tonight is 7th night been listening to masked flac 3.2a for 7 loops through computer speakers about 6 feet from the bed around 40% volume through vlc. Before that was doing 2 loops with headphones, was thinking of trying 3.2b for 14 days after tomorows night off.

[Shannon]

Hi Shannon for the last 7 days tonight is 7th night been listening to masked flac 3.2a for 7 loops through computer speakers about 6 feet from the bed around 40% volume through vlc. Before that was doing 2 loops with headphones, was thinking of trying 3.2b for 14 days after tomorows night off.

Keep going on 7 loops for a while.

[Shannon]

Hey Shannon,
What are the next few focusfire subs going to be after the custom is finished?

One will be Ultra Success. The rest, I don't remember off the top of my head.

[Shannon]

7 days on 7 loops of DMSI A. Having dreams of boarding a train and realizing I am on the wrong train. Had the same dream twice. I have tried on a couple of occasions to execute the sniper on girls I like at the gym but nothing appears to happen.

That dream is possible to interpret in two ways. It could be your subconscious trying to tell your conscious mind that DMSI is the "wrong train" going the "wrong way". It could also be that DMSI is trying to tell you that what you have been doing is the wrong way. I think the former is the more likely to be true. Just an attempt at resistance.

Girls at the gym are going to have their walls up high. You have to remember: Female, at the gym, in shape, in public, wearing what some guys consider sexy clothes, and doing things that some guys consider sexy... oh, and you're talking about British women. They's gonna have them walls up high and thick. The biggest defenses women have are that they avoid and hide. Avoid situations and people who might lead to sex, and hide their responses, reactions and interests. I have done a LOT of research into the sexuality and sexual reactions of women, and I see this a lot in my experiments. So don't think they aren't responding. It is entirely possible that they are responding, getting wet, getting warm, getting horny... but just hide it from you.

Besides, in 100% of cases, any woman you consciously try to snipe will have been being sniped since before you even saw her if she is on point enough to be triggering the sniper. And you're executing.

There is progress being made here. Keep going.

[THolt]

Hey Shannon,
What are the next few focusfire subs going to be after the custom is finished?

One will be Ultra Success. The rest, I don't remember off the top of my head.

Oh ok. Idk if you have considered an Everything is Possible focusfire. I really liked it when it was 4G