Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol.9

[Shannon]

And what was your experience with PRA?  Do you have what you would call a stubborn personality type?

Yes I would consider myself a very stubborn personality type. PRA was a rough ride lots of tiredeness, stomach distress, sleepless nights but I cannot attribute all that to PRA. I had testicular cancer for second time I had to have surgery to remove my last testicle (no treatment), and the doctor's office kept pushing my post up appointment back so i literally went 5 weeks with zero testosterone, then I got my injections from another doctor where the levels weren't stable enough so then I went on testopellet on April 1. During that time I also broke a decade long daily energy drink habit (alot of days more than 1). I also had great stomach distress that is turning out to be H pylori (plus some other injections). So had alot of stuff happen the last few years on the other side of it with new doctors and working with functional doctors to clear, rebuild, and deflame digestive systems. But do fee l like it worked alot of stuff and helped focus on getting out of victim's menatlity on 2 of my biggest obstacles to unlocking my potential my lifelong digestive health issues and learning experiences hence MLS  and investing in healthcare team and functional stuff (know that I'm making enough to afford some of it after 2 years of UMSv2)

It makes me sad to welcome you to the brotherhood of men who have had testicular cancer.  I'm very sorry to hear you've had to go through that.

So I have some more questions for you.

First, how long did you run PRA, and did you use Non-Complex PTSD settings, or Complex PTSD settings?

What of your experience while running it would you attribute to it?

What do you note your personality type is stubborn in response to?  And how likely are you to be stubborn to the point of self defeat/self destruction just to have things your way?

[ncbeareatingman]

Yes I would consider myself a very stubborn personality type. PRA was a rough ride lots of tiredeness, stomach distress, sleepless nights but I cannot attribute all that to PRA. I had testicular cancer for second time I had to have surgery to remove my last testicle (no treatment), and the doctor's office kept pushing my post up appointment back so i literally went 5 weeks with zero testosterone, then I got my injections from another doctor where the levels weren't stable enough so then I went on testopellet on April 1. During that time I also broke a decade long daily energy drink habit (alot of days more than 1). I also had great stomach distress that is turning out to be H pylori (plus some other injections). So had alot of stuff happen the last few years on the other side of it with new doctors and working with functional doctors to clear, rebuild, and deflame digestive systems. But do fee l like it worked alot of stuff and helped focus on getting out of victim's menatlity on 2 of my biggest obstacles to unlocking my potential my lifelong digestive health issues and learning experiences hence MLS  and investing in healthcare team and functional stuff (know that I'm making enough to afford some of it after 2 years of UMSv2)

It makes me sad to welcome you to the brotherhood of men who have had testicular cancer.  I'm very sorry to hear you've had to go through that.

So I have some more questions for you.

First, how long did you run PRA, and did you use Non-Complex PTSD settings, or Complex PTSD settings?

What of your experience while running it would you attribute to it?

What do you note your personality type is stubborn in response to?  And how likely are you to be stubborn to the point of self defeat/self destruction just to have things your way?

 Wouldn't you know it !! Our Internet/Wifi  went out yesterday, and wont be back on for another week. dag gone it.

 As soon as I can I'll be getting PRA v2c !!  thanks for working so hard on this one Shannon ,I Know it'll be good for mind,,body ,spirit and HEART!!   CHECK in when I can. argh!

[Lionstrength]

Yes I would consider myself a very stubborn personality type. PRA was a rough ride lots of tiredeness, stomach distress, sleepless nights but I cannot attribute all that to PRA. I had testicular cancer for second time I had to have surgery to remove my last testicle (no treatment), and the doctor's office kept pushing my post up appointment back so i literally went 5 weeks with zero testosterone, then I got my injections from another doctor where the levels weren't stable enough so then I went on testopellet on April 1. During that time I also broke a decade long daily energy drink habit (alot of days more than 1). I also had great stomach distress that is turning out to be H pylori (plus some other injections). So had alot of stuff happen the last few years on the other side of it with new doctors and working with functional doctors to clear, rebuild, and deflame digestive systems. But do fee l like it worked alot of stuff and helped focus on getting out of victim's menatlity on 2 of my biggest obstacles to unlocking my potential my lifelong digestive health issues and learning experiences hence MLS  and investing in healthcare team and functional stuff (know that I'm making enough to afford some of it after 2 years of UMSv2)

It makes me sad to welcome you to the brotherhood of men who have had testicular cancer.  I'm very sorry to hear you've had to go through that.

So I have some more questions for you.

First, how long did you run PRA, and did you use Non-Complex PTSD settings, or Complex PTSD settings?

What of your experience while running it would you attribute to it?

What do you note your personality type is stubborn in response to?  And how likely are you to be stubborn to the point of self defeat/self destruction just to have things your way?

Thank you I appreciate that I was apart of since 2017 but second time it hits differently. I ran PRA for complex PTSD settings instructions to the T for 4 months. Honestly I went through so much and have been focused on alot of otherthins I can't really say expect remembering sleepless nights being like this feels something from PRA. Sorry life was vey chaotic during that time especially with fully time job, being managing partner in a new start up and teaching martial arts (and tested/promoted to 3rd Black Belt) all within those 4 months. I consider thst I'm extermely stubborn to self defeat/destruction especially when it comes to self worth/imposter syndrome. Its more of a feeling like I can do better and study and always have been known to be the guy learn fast, adapt, improvise, and get stuff done but when I want to study something deeply (like academic martial arts side) I sit with a book paper and pen do couple of minutes then fight tooth and nail for procrastination and this is an on going thing since high school. Especially for when I try to have journal practice for self awareness and independent thinking its almost just notes or goals very surface level. Hope this helps some with out getting too much off topic

[samba99]

Shannon,

I am wondering, in general, what changed in latest DMSI that is specifically for male now? I remember previously, you highlighted that its very difficult to make the script for male only and that DMSI script is built entirely to be non gender specific.

I am surprised to see the change was made. I am considering to start DMSI again.

I am complementing whether to use the old version 3.5 that before the male only,

I remember using male version one when it came out but I dont remember having good results overall

[Shannon]

It makes me sad to welcome you to the brotherhood of men who have had testicular cancer.  I'm very sorry to hear you've had to go through that.

So I have some more questions for you.

First, how long did you run PRA, and did you use Non-Complex PTSD settings, or Complex PTSD settings?

What of your experience while running it would you attribute to it?

What do you note your personality type is stubborn in response to?  And how likely are you to be stubborn to the point of self defeat/self destruction just to have things your way?

Thank you I appreciate that I was apart of since 2017 but second time it hits differently. I ran PRA for complex PTSD settings instructions to the T for 4 months. Honestly I went through so much and have been focused on alot of otherthins I can't really say expect remembering sleepless nights being like this feels something from PRA. Sorry life was vey chaotic during that time especially with fully time job, being managing partner in a new start up and teaching martial arts (and tested/promoted to 3rd Black Belt) all within those 4 months. I consider thst I'm extermely stubborn to self defeat/destruction especially when it comes to self worth/imposter syndrome. Its more of a feeling like I can do better and study and always have been known to be the guy learn fast, adapt, improvise, and get stuff done but when I want to study something deeply (like academic martial arts side) I sit with a book paper and pen do couple of minutes then fight tooth and nail for procrastination and this is an on going thing since high school. Especially for when I try to have journal practice for self awareness and independent thinking its almost just notes or goals very surface level. Hope this helps some with out getting too much off topic

Given all this, my advice is that you should probably do a couple more 4-month -per run throughs of PTSD Recovery Aid for complex PTSD.Then attempt to do the MLS again.

[Shannon]

Shannon,

I am wondering, in general, what changed in latest DMSI that is specifically for male now? I remember previously, you highlighted that its very difficult to make the script for male only and that DMSI script is built entirely to be non gender specific.

I am surprised to see the change was made. I am considering to start DMSI again.

I am complementing whether to use the old version 3.5 that before the male only,

I remember using male version one when it came out but I dont remember having good results overall

I believe what I said was that it was extremely difficult to make something that would work for everyone,without getting more specific.  The goal back then was specifically to make the program possible for both men and women to run.  But that forces me to compromise in terms of how certain things are implemented, which makes it less capable than it could be.

I concluded that:

A) The vast majority of women don't need help getting to sex;
B) The program needed to go further than it was going to achieve it's goals; and 
C) The only way to move forward meaningfully is to advance in a made-for-males-only direction.

I have not heard a lot of positive feedback regarding the 6G DMSI, which makes me think it's not working as well as I'd like it to... that, or nobody is reporting anything anymore.  I'm contemplating putting out a 6.5G version, but I'm not sure it's worth trying, given how hard everyone seems to fight the damned thing, no matter what I do.  I'm under the impression at this point that the people who it works for don't have the fears that kill it, and thus largely don't need (and therefore don't know about, don't buy or don't report on) it, and the people who need it are abjectly terrified of executing because they're absolutely convinced that it will literally get them killed to do so.

I am sure I can make it through that given 6.5G and what the FRM is capable of doing at this point (as revealed by PRA), but after all this time... is it worth continuing to try still?

[ncbeareatingman]

Shannon, so the Fear Remover is EVEN STRONGER, more effective in PRA v2c in 6.5 G, than before???

[4Kingdoms]

I am pleased to announce PTSD Recovery Aid v2c is now available for your subscribing and purchasing pleasure.  Please get yours here:

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PTSD Recovery Aid v2c (6.5G)
https://subliminal-shop.com/products/pts...d-v2b-6-5g

[ncbeareatingman]

As soon as our Wifi+Internet is fixed next week(argh!) Im getting the ,brand spanking , new PRA v2c 6.5 !!
Read the description page!! Awesome work, Shannon!!
Thanks for the abouve post, too,4Kingdoms !!!

[Shannon]

Shannon, so the Fear Remover is EVEN STRONGER, more effective in PRA v2c  in 6.5 G,  than before???

FRM was "strong enough" to get the job done for almost everyone even in v1.0.  In v2c, it is being driven by a much more powerful engine, but that power isn't usually what's needed.  What's needed is a precisely balanced application of the FRM.  In v2c, FRM benefits from some additions to the skeleton script that make the job of FRM easier by making it easier for you to handle the process of healing.

So yes, it's stronger, and yes, it's more effective - but again... if you can do the job with 500 horsepower, then 2,330 horsepower isn't what's going to make the difference.  It's going to come down to how  finely machined and fitted the parts are that make it possible for that engine to deliver exactly the right amount of power required, and do so comfortably.

PRA v2c has this.

[kserenyi]

Do you think running AAMTS v7 Stage 0 would be helpful in clearing out those blockages?  Say running AAMTS v7 Stage 0 for one month, taking a one month break, then running another full run of UMS.

Running it for a month would help, but not the way you suggest.  You'll do much better to run it for 4 months.  Or run PRA v1/2 for a while.  

Pros of Stage 0: It has PTSD Recovery Aid, FRM, Brain Optimizer, etc. 
Cons: It is not designed to go in a direction that focuses on dealing with the things that would be holding you back.

If you have it, you can use it, but again... 4 months would be what I think would be necessary.  

If you have the option, PRA is almost certainly going to be a better choice because of what it focuses on.  And I'll have v2c ready shortly.

Would you say that the two month run of the non-complex PTSD Recovery Aid v2c would be enough for me?  Also, how long of a break should I take between this program and another run of UMS?  Thanks!

[kserenyi]

I've ordered the subscription option for PTSD Recovery Aid v2c. However, it won't give options for the stream to listen too or duration, it shows that I've already had a long history of listening to the program, and it gives me the links to download the full program.

[Catman]

Shannon,

I am wondering, in general, what changed in latest DMSI that is specifically for male now? I remember previously, you highlighted that its very difficult to make the script for male only and that DMSI script is built entirely to be non gender specific.

I am surprised to see the change was made. I am considering to start DMSI again.

I am complementing whether to use the old version 3.5 that before the male only,

I remember using male version one when it came out but I dont remember having good results overall

I believe what I said was that it was extremely difficult to make something that would work for everyone,without getting more specific.  The goal back then was specifically to make the program possible for both men and women to run.  But that forces me to compromise in terms of how certain things are implemented, which makes it less capable than it could be.

I concluded that:

A) The vast majority of women don't need help getting to sex;
B) The program needed to go further than it was going to achieve it's goals; and 
C) The only way to move forward meaningfully is to advance in a made-for-males-only direction.

I have not heard a lot of positive feedback regarding the 6G DMSI, which makes me think it's not working as well as I'd like it to... that, or nobody is reporting anything anymore.  I'm contemplating putting out a 6.5G version, but I'm not sure it's worth trying, given how hard everyone seems to fight the damned thing, no matter what I do.  I'm under the impression at this point that the people who it works for don't have the fears that kill it, and thus largely don't need (and therefore don't know about, don't buy or don't report on) it, and the people who need it are abjectly terrified of executing because they're absolutely convinced that it will literally get them killed to do so.

I am sure I can make it through that given 6.5G and what the FRM is capable of doing at this point (as revealed by PRA), but after all this time... is it worth continuing to try still?

Hey @Shannon!

I have had another very serious issue in the family to deal with for a long time now...

Alongside an awful thing that happened to me just a short period before the run of this program. (V5.1)

However, I can say I do think it's done some work internally, and FRM/Trauma related stuff. 

I've had some extreme excavation in that department needed. Maybe demolition with Tsar Bomba quite probably...

So I can say, it SEEMS like things are trending in the right direction with V5.1 at least.

I can categorically say it IS worth it to release a new DMSI, with the new DRS you're planning soon inside it...that's needed intensely. I have odd issues with one person in particular that must be related to that. DRS needs some work to address that behaviour if possible. 

A new DMSI V6.1, if you will, would be amazing in 6.5G. Let's see what it can do. It's a great test of the new technology. Who knows, it may reveal some things to you to develop 6.6G or 6.75G etc., like AM7 has shown. Fascinating.

I hope you are doing well and giving yourself solid break time in between all of this work. Rome wasn't built in a day.

[Shannon]

I believe what I said was that it was extremely difficult to make something that would work for everyone,without getting more specific.  The goal back then was specifically to make the program possible for both men and women to run.  But that forces me to compromise in terms of how certain things are implemented, which makes it less capable than it could be.

I concluded that:

A) The vast majority of women don't need help getting to sex;
B) The program needed to go further than it was going to achieve it's goals; and 
C) The only way to move forward meaningfully is to advance in a made-for-males-only direction.

I have not heard a lot of positive feedback regarding the 6G DMSI, which makes me think it's not working as well as I'd like it to... that, or nobody is reporting anything anymore.  I'm contemplating putting out a 6.5G version, but I'm not sure it's worth trying, given how hard everyone seems to fight the damned thing, no matter what I do.  I'm under the impression at this point that the people who it works for don't have the fears that kill it, and thus largely don't need (and therefore don't know about, don't buy or don't report on) it, and the people who need it are abjectly terrified of executing because they're absolutely convinced that it will literally get them killed to do so.

I am sure I can make it through that given 6.5G and what the FRM is capable of doing at this point (as revealed by PRA), but after all this time... is it worth continuing to try still?

Hey @Shannon!

I have had another very serious issue in the family to deal with for a long time now...

Alongside an awful thing that happened to me just a short period before the run of this program. (V5.1)

However, I can say I do think it's done some work internally, and FRM/Trauma related stuff. 

I've had some extreme excavation in that department needed. Maybe demolition with Tsar Bomba quite probably...

So I can say, it SEEMS like things are trending in the right direction with V5.1 at least.

I can categorically say it IS worth it to release a new DMSI, with the new DRS you're planning soon inside it...that's needed intensely. I have odd issues with one person in particular that must be related to that. DRS needs some work to address that behaviour if possible. 

A new DMSI V6.1, if you will, would be amazing in 6.5G. Let's see what it can do. It's a great test of the new technology. Who knows, it may reveal some things to you to develop 6.6G or 6.75G etc., like AM7 has shown. Fascinating.

I hope you are doing well and giving yourself solid break time in between all of this work. Rome wasn't built in a day.

Good to hear from you again, and good to hear that it's putting a dent in Old Ironsides.  I'd prefer not to hear that you're having to deal with so much BS, but such is life, I suppose.

I spent a LONG time developing 6.0G because I was planning to build everything on a standard base, and then AAMTS v7 literally forced me to develop 6.5G or never release AAMTS again.  I'm not trying to develop the Skeleton Script into anything higher than 6.5G unless I see a genuine need to do that, and honestly, I have no ideas left for how to do that anyway.  So don't assume that the 6.xG development arc will follow the 5.xG development arc.  We have literally hit hard limits that cannot be exceeded at this point in a number of directions.  

The goal now is to get the library built out in 6.5G, so I can stop increasing the price and start providing a stable and homogenous library of great options for my customers.

I'd like to hear more about your experience and why you think it needs DRS.