Shannon's DMSI 3.01-A Journal V2

[Shannon]

I just realized something funny.

It may not be DMSI killing my focus and ability to work. It may be the 4 shots of Barely Legal and 4 shots of Taboo. Barely legal is high in A-NOL and B-NOL. Not thrilled to be in this state regardless...

EDIT: Upon further consideration, this can only be a portion of the influence, given how long ago I applied them.

[Shannon]

While I was working on upgrading 3.0.1 to 3.1 just now, two things came to me.

1. The two ideas I had for including in DMSI are already there. (Damn I am good.)
2. This morning when I went to breakfast, I couldn't feel the aura projecting. It turns out that DMSI, through NS and OE, directed me to use the pheromones that I did to get the same level of results DMSI is trying to achieve through the aura. I am busy healing and clearing, so it found other ways to do this while that is true. This fits with the "whatever it takes, make it happen" programming in DMSI. Amazing!

Some part of me feels very frustrated right now, but I don't know why.

[Benjamin]

I *had* abandonment issues,then I ran 2.4 for the entire duration of time before 3.0A came out lol, now i'm in a much better place. What're you waiting for?!

Interesting, how have you noticed an improvement in that area?

Ben is worried that he might gain weight. What he's not seeing is that more people seem to have lost weight, and that the reasons for weight being an issue are emotional traumas which would be cleared by DMSI 3.0.1-A..

Yes some have, the main people i've seen that gained weight are people who have had weight issues in the past hence my reluctance. But only 1 way to find out.

If you are on DMSI then you know how it feels to be a human furnace, no matter what and how much you eat it will be consumed by the aura. 3 hours later you are hungrey again!

That's the other part. If you eat twice as much or more for an extended amount of time, that becomes a habit then when you're off DMSI if the habits there and it's not getting burned off...

It may be the 4 shots of Barely Legal

Damn that seems alot. I just used 1 spray of barely legal that day and as I mentioned all it did was make me depressed. It wasn't extreme but it was enough that since that day I haven't tried any pheromones again.

[Shannon]

You are sensitive to androstedeinone. I am not.

Eating a certain amount because the sub is burning it off isn;t causing a habiit to form. But if you're that worried about it, just avoid DMSI. We will be glad to do all these hotties for you.

[D77]

While I was working on upgrading 3.0.1 to 3.1 just now, two things came to me.

1. The two ideas I had for including in DMSI are already there. (Damn I am good.)
2. This morning when I went to breakfast, I couldn't feel the aura projecting. It turns out that DMSI, through NS and OE, directed me to use the pheromones that I did to get the same level of results DMSI is trying to achieve through the aura. I am busy healing and clearing, so it found other ways to do this while that is true. This fits with the "whatever it takes, make it happen" programming in DMSI. Amazing!

Some part of me feels very frustrated right now, but I don't know why.

Wait your working on upgrading dmsi right away? That's fast.

I don't have the result yet. At first I was productive now I just feel depressed and unmotivated. Sometimes I feel like crying. Then intense emotional pain. What is painful is that sometimes I feel this at work: emotional pain, undeserving-ness, all missed opportunities, the moment I didn't take chances, etc. I really feel like crying, I never thought I have this much pain in me. Damn.. I really hope this will be over soon. I really want to feel joy.

Like you, I feel frustrated also with a mix of uneasiness and impatient. I'm also sleepy and unfocused.

[Shannon]

While I was working on upgrading 3.0.1 to 3.1 just now, two things came to me.

1. The two ideas I had for including in DMSI are already there. (Damn I am good.)
2. This morning when I went to breakfast, I couldn't feel the aura projecting. It turns out that DMSI, through NS and OE, directed me to use the pheromones that I did to get the same level of results DMSI is trying to achieve through the aura. I am busy healing and clearing, so it found other ways to do this while that is true. This fits with the "whatever it takes, make it happen" programming in DMSI. Amazing!

Some part of me feels very frustrated right now, but I don't know why.

Wait your working on upgrading dmsi right away? That's fast.

I don't have the result yet. At first I was productive now I just feel depressed and unmotivated. Sometimes I feel like crying. Then intense emotional pain. What is painful is that sometimes I feel this at work: emotional pain, undeserving-ness, all missed opportunities, the moment I didn't take chances, etc. I really feel like crying, I never thought I have this much pain in me. Damn.. I really hope this will be over soon. I really want to feel joy.

Like you, I feel frustrated also with a mix of uneasiness and impatient. I'm also sleepy and unfocused.

I am working on it bits and pieces at a time. My main focus is MHS. It is going to take me a long time to upgrade it fully to DMSI 3.1-RELEASE.

Know that your pain is not in vain. You reporting it helps me improve the program. I will have to strengthen the emotional shielding.

[Illumi]

While I was working on upgrading 3.0.1 to 3.1 just now, two things came to me.

1. The two ideas I had for including in DMSI are already there. (Damn I am good.)
2. This morning when I went to breakfast, I couldn't feel the aura projecting. It turns out that DMSI, through NS and OE, directed me to use the pheromones that I did to get the same level of results DMSI is trying to achieve through the aura. I am busy healing and clearing, so it found other ways to do this while that is true. This fits with the "whatever it takes, make it happen" programming in DMSI. Amazing!

Some part of me feels very frustrated right now, but I don't know why.

Wait your working on upgrading dmsi right away? That's fast.

I don't have the result yet. At first I was productive now I just feel depressed and unmotivated. Sometimes I feel like crying. Then intense emotional pain. What is painful is that sometimes I feel this at work: emotional pain, undeserving-ness, all missed opportunities, the moment I didn't take chances, etc. I really feel like crying, I never thought I have this much pain in me. Damn.. I really hope this will be over soon. I really want to feel joy.

Like you, I feel frustrated also with a mix of uneasiness and impatient. I'm also sleepy and unfocused.

I assume you are new to subs yes? We all feel overwhelmed with all the high end tech working on clearing and healing us. Most of us did the heavy lifting through E2 and AM e.t.c and we still feel it. Just wait once you breakthrough, nothing feels better then once all the bs thoughts and beliefs are gone.

[Raykon]

Shannon so lets clarify something. I'm on E2 atm. Are you saying that if I go back to DMSI I will gain the same benefit as I am now perhaps stronger because of the late 5.5 g technology but I will also get the benefit of being sexually irresistible..

So I should switch back then?

[eternity]

Shannon so lets clarify something. I'm on E2 atm. Are you saying that if I go back to DMSI I will gain the same benefit as I am now perhaps stronger because of the late 5.5 g technology but I will also get the benefit of being sexually irresistible..

So I should switch back then?

What is your goal?

[Shannon]

Shannon so lets clarify something. I'm on E2 atm. Are you saying that if I go back to DMSI I will gain the same benefit as I am now perhaps stronger because of the late 5.5 g technology but I will also get the benefit of being sexually irresistible..

So I should switch back then?

You should do whatever you choose to do.

[Darkness]

Shannon so lets clarify something. I'm on E2 atm. Are you saying that if I go back to DMSI I will gain the same benefit as I am now perhaps stronger because of the late 5.5 g technology but I will also get the benefit of being sexually irresistible..

So I should switch back then?

The way that tech is operating at the moment yes , until something else comes along

[Shannon]

I just slept 12 hours. I usually sleep 10. DMSI is doing something.

[Illumi]

I just slept 12 hours. I usually sleep 10. DMSI is doing something.

I could sleep 16 hours if want with DMSI, 6-8 hours pre DMSI

[Shannon]

Just had something I believe to be a manifestation happen.

Yesterday I got tired of Skype not letting me log in through my phone, so I went through the rigamarole of changing the password. Long story short, I end up having to install yahoo mail on my phone.

Today I get an email through that account about a comment on an article I wrote for a literary site at least a decade ago, concerning my observations on female natural redheads. I have not been on that site but once in that time, and the last time I was on, I met the secondary manifestation result from running Attraction Your Perfect Lover, who turned out to be a 19 year old virgin who took it upon herself to fly down and give me her virginity.

Now I have a blue eyed natural redhead in her mid 40s contacting me out of the blue basically inviting me to respond, and saying she's gaining in sexual need as she ages.

The odds against this particular events happening are staggering.