12-18-2016, 04:53 AM
(12-17-2016, 11:52 PM)Benjamin Wrote:Quote:So in 2 weeks, DMSI 3.0.1-A seems to have tunneled into BS that even 5 years of AM didn't clear out. When I made the first proto-version of AM, I went through a period of about a week and a half where my subconscious was hating the instructions and fighting every day to get me to stop. I would not, and after that, it relented and a huge change took place. I'm guessing that's what is happening here.
Damn... I love the sound of this. Especially since the deeper issues I have with abandonment and such.
I am considering doing a little bit of AM refresher for a few reasons, mainly a potential rage response some have mentioned from DMSI and fatigue at first. I can deal with both most of the time but mainly around christmas/new years i'll be doing more security again since it pays well at this time of year and neither of those are good for that job. Though the testing potential on new years eve.. hmm.
I *had* abandonment issues,then I ran 2.4 for the entire duration of time before 3.0A came out lol, now i'm in a much better place. What're you waiting for?!
