After that first post, I think I understand what is going on.
A while back I created a sub for clearing out clutter. I ran it, and it produced... severe depression.
I ran it three days like this and eventually had a dream in which my subconscious basically communicated that the clutter was associated with my then-recently deceased mother, and by trying to get rid of it, I was "throwing away my mother". I stopped using it, because I could not remain productive with that level of depression, and other programs took priority.
Fast forward. Now I am using DMSI 3.0.1-A and during 2.4, I had a brief period during which I was impatient as hell to clean and started cleaning like a maniac. Threw away all kinds of stuff that was sentimental value, but just creating clutter. This immediately stopped on 2.5.
I suspect the reason my subconscious does not like 3.0.1-A is because to accomplish the goals of the program requires my house to not be a cluttered mess. Which I consciously have always hated having it this way. My subconscious doubtless still associates clutter with having my mother around. So it's resisting severing that connection and cleaning, which is a big part of the goal achievement process.
Ha ha, gotcha now, kitty! Eat cockroaches!
A while back I created a sub for clearing out clutter. I ran it, and it produced... severe depression.
I ran it three days like this and eventually had a dream in which my subconscious basically communicated that the clutter was associated with my then-recently deceased mother, and by trying to get rid of it, I was "throwing away my mother". I stopped using it, because I could not remain productive with that level of depression, and other programs took priority.
Fast forward. Now I am using DMSI 3.0.1-A and during 2.4, I had a brief period during which I was impatient as hell to clean and started cleaning like a maniac. Threw away all kinds of stuff that was sentimental value, but just creating clutter. This immediately stopped on 2.5.
I suspect the reason my subconscious does not like 3.0.1-A is because to accomplish the goals of the program requires my house to not be a cluttered mess. Which I consciously have always hated having it this way. My subconscious doubtless still associates clutter with having my mother around. So it's resisting severing that connection and cleaning, which is a big part of the goal achievement process.
Ha ha, gotcha now, kitty! Eat cockroaches!
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
