Shannon's BAMM 2.0 Journal

[Shannon]

I don't know what Stage 11 did, and I'm not sure I want to know... it was as if it was invisible, hiding itself. I know my spending habits have decreased a lot, but aside from that whatever it did was challenging me in some way that made me tired a lot. Good thing these stages are only 32 days each.

November was pleasantly successful, although my models had been forecasting that for several months. I don't know how much of it is BAMM, but even though I spent the whole time slogging through work on AM6, we've been seeing increasing sales.

During November I discovered also the wonderful art of perfumery (Thanks, Andrew!) and I have managed to create a couple of nice scents. One of which is nice enough to have gotten me my first ever compliment based on the scent I was wearing (a hug from a female stranger and a "You smell good as ****!" whispered in my ear), and I have been asked more than a few times how a person can buy it. That certainly opens up an interesting opportunity... I have decided to call this scent simply "Foxfire #8", since it's based on a note that makes me think back to the summers walking home when I would get whiffs of foxfire on the warm summer breeze, and the scent is formula #8. I'm going to base a series of scents on that note, and one other, I think.

Perhaps you'll see scents by myself and Andrew available for sale in the not too distant future...

[ncbeareatingman]

Sounds good Shannon. Moving forward as needed and desired. good deal! Keith.

[Shannon]

[*]Socializing is much easier now, and I find that it is so natural that in the ways that I socialize, it has become as automatic as breathing.

Shannon I was wondering if you have to run out of things to say when socializing, or it just flow. Do you have social freedom?
Personally sometimes I have to run out of this things to say, now I am doing some exercises to fix it and make it flow, but I don't if it's a waste of time and it's all about overcoming this fear.

In any social situation, you deal with people who may or may not be easily "readable". I can read most types of people pretty well, but even then, they may have interests or whatnot that are incompatible with mine. When I encounter that I do sometimes run out of things to say, and then I will excuse myself and either go somewhere else or find someone else to talk to and come back to the person after a while and try again.

I have found a way to make socializing flow nicely though. It is a side effect of one aspect of the Optimus Engine, and I believe I can create a program for social slow and freedom along the lines of Natural Seduction For Men.

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I'm not sure what Stage 12 of BAMM 2.0 is doing, but I know it's still doing. Things have been very confusing lately, and it's hard to know what is what in some things. I just keep moving forward.

I think some of the things I'm going to but in the BAMM 2.0 accent program (which I am calling "the football", because you take it along with you all the way to the goal) are:

Constant focus on dressing well.
Constantly guarding and valuing your time.

[ncbeareatingman]

Shannon before you begin the process of creating/putting together/producing 'The FootBall" will you open the space for us Men to put our input in the mix of possible affirmational additions to da script or is it completely your 'baby' and yours alone? Keith.

[Shannon]

Shannon before you begin the process of creating/putting together/producing 'The FootBall" will you open the space for us Men to put our input in the mix of possible affirmational additions to da script or is it completely your 'baby' and yours alone? Keith.

The football is my design alone. I am aiming to use it as a sort of guide rail and balancer for the rest of the program, as well as a way to introduce newer technologies. I am planning to have a specific set of things that it will be doing. It's intended to enhance and tweak BAMM 2.0, without adding new things that are not focused in the same way on the same goal, so that I can enhance it without having to rebuild it.

[THolt]

Is the "Accept your value at least one million dollars or more" point similar to deservedness. I have been feeling this build up from stage 7 or 8 to now at Stage 10. I am starting to question my worth. Consciously of course I would deem myself to be worth more, but subconsciously it was a different story . BAMM is showing this to me.

[ncbeareatingman]

I for got Shannon will this addition be of cost to us,already BAMM user's or will it be a free upgrade to Us???

[Shannon]

Is the "Accept your value at least one million dollars or more" point similar to deservedness. I have been feeling this build up from stage 7 or 8 to now at Stage 10. I am starting to question my worth. Consciously of course I would deem myself to be worth more, but subconsciously it was a different story . BAMM is showing this to me.

I'm not sure how to reply to this. But you will have bumps in the road. You just need to do what you can and keep going. Nothing is a failure until you stop trying.

[Shannon]

I for got Shannon will this addition be of cost to us,already BAMM user's or will it be a free upgrade to Us???

All additions and upgrades to BAMM 2.0 are free for those who have been accepted and paid the price of entry.

[Shannon]

BAMM 2.0 is a very demanding and jealous mistress. She will brook no competition, and will have no distraction, lest she turn her nose up at you and your success. I recently discovered this by accident, through attempting to test a new technology that I have been experimenting with, which turns out to be fantastically effective. If only I had chosen a more reasonable target goal... now all the models are showing that in the time it took for me to realize that these experiments were de-focusing and unraveling my efforts with BAMM 2.0, and to recover will require some serious and drastic measures. This is going to be painful, getting back on track, but I know what it will take and I will do it.

The good news is, this new technology appears to allow for some really ridiculous options for the future. The challenge now is understanding it well enough to put it to safe use, while having it be almost undetectable at the same time it is effective. Experiments of late suggest that minutes or hours of exposure can have detectable effects that last DAYS.

If I can find a way to make this safe, it holds great promise in a number of directions.

[THolt]

Shannon, I meant that I am reevaluating my worth in a positive way. I am starting to think hey why don't I deserve to make that money. I should have used a different word

[Shannon]

Oh, well that is certainly a good thing.

[Shannon]

Models today showed me that I should use BAMM 2.0 at a volume of 12/15 when I play it on my phone in order to achieve best results. Had been playing it at 11. According to FrequenSee, this is a volume at the source of approximately -30 dB. I typically have my phone in my pocket or within arms reach when I use BAMM 2.0 on my phone.

[THolt]

It's almost like thoughts of "I deserve at least 1 million dollars" are entering my everyday thoughts. Of course there the "what makes you think you deserve that". I refute those thoughts. I am realizing that I do deserve to make that money. Cool sensation. Sorry if I am hijacking your journal