Shannon's BAMM 2.0 Journal

[Shannon]

I have noted recently that regardless of what happens, BAMM will drag me back on course. And sometimes, I do mean drag.

For instance, recently I have been having some emotional turmoil regarding a couple of my ex's, whom I am dealing with again, and both at once. The things going on have distracted me in two different directions, and have also significantly depressed me recently. But when I turn on BAMM, it drags me away from all that and I find myself working. And even becoming less depressed, because it makes me do what gives me hope for a better future, and apparently causes me to seek out those people who make me feel better too.

I feel like BAMM is my lifeline. I know that no matter what, if I turn on BAMM, it will bring me back to where I need to be, and everything will be okay. That alone is worth having put in the blood, sweat and tears to build the thing.