Shannon's BAMM 2.0 Journal

[Shannon]

The confusion of earlier in the month has burned away and coalesced into a new level of focus and determination. I see now that BAMM is definitely gathering together and placing cobblestones for the road ahead. I had what is easiest to describe as a dream last night, but I somehow know that it was not a dream. In it, I was standing on a cobblestone road of ancient Roman build, and looking at the stones, and some of them would momentarily stand out with a glow of sorts. Each one that did, I saw an instance of things I have experienced, and recognized, "This is BAMM's doing. BAMM manifested this into my life as part of my path to my goal." The stones do not seem to make sense taken by themselves, but taken together they are starting to form the road I mentioned. It is pleasing to see them come together.

I am also noticing now a definite pattern, and that pattern is that all the loose ends that were in the way are being tied up and moved out of the way. Things in all aspects of my life that I have been too lazy, afraid of, embarrassed by or what have you to deal with, are definitively being presented, and I am dealing with them without any of those responses. They are simply being dealt with and moved on from; then, they are no longer standing in my way, and the road ahead is clearer.

I have also noted that I no longer have a negative response to challenges. I find a boulder in the road, and I deal with it. It does not scare me, it does not stop me, it does not deter me; I simply determine the best solution and make action on that solution until the boulder no longer matters.

I like how Stage 4 has turned out. Much better than the confusion; but I am actually unsure that the confusion was Stage 4. Right now is a time of challenge for me and many of my friends and business acquaintances.