Hi Shannon and hi all I am new here. I have used Asc and Am6 already however.
Shannon help me.Tell me what to do. You are a wise man and whatever you advise me to do, I will do it. I believe you unprecedentedly.
I am 21 .I am a short guy, 1.67 and a small frame body. So small that my wrist is like a kid's wrist, so small that I've never seen someone over 10 years old with such small wrists.They are like Wiz Khalifa's, and even smaller, Shannon I know you're a small frame short guy as well . How dis you handled this ? How do I handle this insecurity? I managed to build a very aesthetic physique however.Sadly, I used Am6 but didn't notice much.I still have tons of fears.I doubt myself a lot.I doubt myself because I am 21 and look like a kid- because of my small phisique , my short height and my baby face.I am very cute and should be attractive but I consider myself unworthy of women becuase I am short, and because I act like a kid and look like one, Am6 didn't help me with that. I am afraid of women and never show my interest in them, for some reason.I always act hard to get and leave them but I know this is because of my fears..I am very very afraid and doubt myself.
On top of all I have a ton of shits from the past and my childhood-I was treated roughly by my parents, I was humiliated, beaten, mistreated.Almost every day of my life till 17,18 I've been experiencing negativity... I lived in fear and doubts.. I was always doubting myself.. I even lived on the street, with having nothing to eat.My parents are not rich, but have a lot of money, and yet they are keeping them only for themselves.. They care only about money...My father is a pollice detective, yet I had no choice but to steal.. it was all because of him and the fact he didn't give me money, NEVER... I don't understand this.. When I was 12,13 ,14 year old and less older all teachers called me genius.. I had high IQ and huge potential.. but In high school I changed A LOT , I was perceived as stupid and became a total idiot, I still can't believe how was I able to 'achieve this'.That is when I started stealing.. I had broken the law many times.. When I was 12 i had awful experiences with women.But at the age of around 15-16 I became a social playboy.Everybody knew who I was but it was mostly based on my famous facebook profile, which I later deleted because I wanted to achieve this status on my own.
Now , at the age of 21 I am nobody.Even when I am around people my age I doubt myself.I often suffer depressions.If only I had belief in myself I would be the best social guy.. I am very very good llooking,cute like a kid.I haven't seen anyone with more aesthetic physique than mine.. yet I doubt myself, mostly because of the height.When I go ti the gym I get intimidated , because all the guys are biggr than me , even if I have one of the best bodies..Because of my height I do not feel deserving of women as a whole, and people .. I've dated higher women than me but IT WAs very hard for me.. I am so afraid and have so much fear that when I met the perfect girl for me , she was cute , sweet character, but around 15 cm taller than me ,even though she was asking me when were we going out again, I never asked her out because I was afraid .. I was doubting myself..I feel like I can never be a leader of men, because I look like a child.. I've had women tell me 'boy' many times.. in the past I've been mistreated.. Am6 didn't help me Shannon..It worked very little..don't know what to do. So many insecurities but feel like my main ones are my height and my kid-vibe, from which stems the undeservedness of women, of being a leader, of being dominant.I constantly try to improve myself, built the body, I am a smart guy but my insecurities prevent me from having the sex life that I want.I have always told myself'focus on yourself, imrpove yourself now and you will have women after a year or two', but I've been telling this my whole life.. Shannon Right now I have 2 women which I have sex with, one is from another town but rhey are both about my height.. Can I have the tall women Shannon? Can I date women 180 cm, 190 cm? How to do this Shannon, HOW??.......
I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF MY INSECURITIES.I want to handle them once and for all.. encourage me Shannon.. help me.. tell me what to do .. What sub to do.. what actions to take..how did you handle yourself when you were feeling down, Shannon..I am tired of not being able to hold a normal convo with a woman because I am afraid and feel undeserving.. So I always leave and act hard to get but I know it is just a mask of my fear.Pathetic. What to do Shannon, my height is stoping me from becoming a worthwhile human being.How to become a leader if I am short and perceive myself as an undeserving kid..
P.S: It would not be a coincidence if the Optimus Engine got me here on this forum, writing this post so that I can handle my insecurities and become an Alpha..
Shannon help me.Tell me what to do. You are a wise man and whatever you advise me to do, I will do it. I believe you unprecedentedly.
I am 21 .I am a short guy, 1.67 and a small frame body. So small that my wrist is like a kid's wrist, so small that I've never seen someone over 10 years old with such small wrists.They are like Wiz Khalifa's, and even smaller, Shannon I know you're a small frame short guy as well . How dis you handled this ? How do I handle this insecurity? I managed to build a very aesthetic physique however.Sadly, I used Am6 but didn't notice much.I still have tons of fears.I doubt myself a lot.I doubt myself because I am 21 and look like a kid- because of my small phisique , my short height and my baby face.I am very cute and should be attractive but I consider myself unworthy of women becuase I am short, and because I act like a kid and look like one, Am6 didn't help me with that. I am afraid of women and never show my interest in them, for some reason.I always act hard to get and leave them but I know this is because of my fears..I am very very afraid and doubt myself.
On top of all I have a ton of shits from the past and my childhood-I was treated roughly by my parents, I was humiliated, beaten, mistreated.Almost every day of my life till 17,18 I've been experiencing negativity... I lived in fear and doubts.. I was always doubting myself.. I even lived on the street, with having nothing to eat.My parents are not rich, but have a lot of money, and yet they are keeping them only for themselves.. They care only about money...My father is a pollice detective, yet I had no choice but to steal.. it was all because of him and the fact he didn't give me money, NEVER... I don't understand this.. When I was 12,13 ,14 year old and less older all teachers called me genius.. I had high IQ and huge potential.. but In high school I changed A LOT , I was perceived as stupid and became a total idiot, I still can't believe how was I able to 'achieve this'.That is when I started stealing.. I had broken the law many times.. When I was 12 i had awful experiences with women.But at the age of around 15-16 I became a social playboy.Everybody knew who I was but it was mostly based on my famous facebook profile, which I later deleted because I wanted to achieve this status on my own.
Now , at the age of 21 I am nobody.Even when I am around people my age I doubt myself.I often suffer depressions.If only I had belief in myself I would be the best social guy.. I am very very good llooking,cute like a kid.I haven't seen anyone with more aesthetic physique than mine.. yet I doubt myself, mostly because of the height.When I go ti the gym I get intimidated , because all the guys are biggr than me , even if I have one of the best bodies..Because of my height I do not feel deserving of women as a whole, and people .. I've dated higher women than me but IT WAs very hard for me.. I am so afraid and have so much fear that when I met the perfect girl for me , she was cute , sweet character, but around 15 cm taller than me ,even though she was asking me when were we going out again, I never asked her out because I was afraid .. I was doubting myself..I feel like I can never be a leader of men, because I look like a child.. I've had women tell me 'boy' many times.. in the past I've been mistreated.. Am6 didn't help me Shannon..It worked very little..don't know what to do. So many insecurities but feel like my main ones are my height and my kid-vibe, from which stems the undeservedness of women, of being a leader, of being dominant.I constantly try to improve myself, built the body, I am a smart guy but my insecurities prevent me from having the sex life that I want.I have always told myself'focus on yourself, imrpove yourself now and you will have women after a year or two', but I've been telling this my whole life.. Shannon Right now I have 2 women which I have sex with, one is from another town but rhey are both about my height.. Can I have the tall women Shannon? Can I date women 180 cm, 190 cm? How to do this Shannon, HOW??.......
I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF MY INSECURITIES.I want to handle them once and for all.. encourage me Shannon.. help me.. tell me what to do .. What sub to do.. what actions to take..how did you handle yourself when you were feeling down, Shannon..I am tired of not being able to hold a normal convo with a woman because I am afraid and feel undeserving.. So I always leave and act hard to get but I know it is just a mask of my fear.Pathetic. What to do Shannon, my height is stoping me from becoming a worthwhile human being.How to become a leader if I am short and perceive myself as an undeserving kid..
P.S: It would not be a coincidence if the Optimus Engine got me here on this forum, writing this post so that I can handle my insecurities and become an Alpha..