05-05-2018, 07:27 PM
Stage 5, Day 12,
Yesterday was interesting, given how it contrasts to today.
I worked a half-day and then had to drive down to a metropolitan city.
The half-day was productive and normal. I then drove down, and I was noticing a bald patch in my hair.
Then, it that city, I was killing some time and spent too much at the mall (lol). I was not feeling myself.
Met my cousin and her bf, went out, saw a concert. I met this cute redhead there.
I moshed for a solid 45 minutes; it was great. I felt really nice.
Woke up this morning at my cousin's apartment and we chatted about programming for a possible project I will give myself. I was feeling really clear-headed.
I then breezed through an entire book and scanned the important parts in 1.75 hours; I'll admit that it's only 85 pages long.
Then, I drove back.
The lesson? I think that my brain knew that I was going to be moshing, so it brought up all sorts of toxic shit inside of me. Once I moshed and moved that much, I think that I moved a lot of that garbage out of me. I had some excellent poos after the fact lol.
Anyways, I feel great now. Very optimistic and looking forward to finishing my book. I have to finishing read four more books before I'll consider my book list complete.
Yesterday was interesting, given how it contrasts to today.
I worked a half-day and then had to drive down to a metropolitan city.
The half-day was productive and normal. I then drove down, and I was noticing a bald patch in my hair.
Then, it that city, I was killing some time and spent too much at the mall (lol). I was not feeling myself.
Met my cousin and her bf, went out, saw a concert. I met this cute redhead there.
I moshed for a solid 45 minutes; it was great. I felt really nice.
Woke up this morning at my cousin's apartment and we chatted about programming for a possible project I will give myself. I was feeling really clear-headed.
I then breezed through an entire book and scanned the important parts in 1.75 hours; I'll admit that it's only 85 pages long.
Then, I drove back.
The lesson? I think that my brain knew that I was going to be moshing, so it brought up all sorts of toxic shit inside of me. Once I moshed and moved that much, I think that I moved a lot of that garbage out of me. I had some excellent poos after the fact lol.
Anyways, I feel great now. Very optimistic and looking forward to finishing my book. I have to finishing read four more books before I'll consider my book list complete.
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