05-21-2012, 10:12 PM
One more freaking day of stage 3, and only that because I missed a day.
Just like my first time around stage 3 is not an easy one for me, mind you two weeks is not too bad.
I had feelings of hopelessness, was eating what and whenever I wanted, which in my case is not a good thing. Had anxiety quite often, but then again I have always had a lot of nervous energy, I am pretty sure I got that from my mom, I Love her to death of course, but the only time I ever see her relaxed is on the phone or when she has had some alcohol, and I never thought alchololism could be a good thing, but she should really take it up as a hobby.
Atleast I am starting to notice and question that about myself, I freaked out all night and all day until I went to work one day last week about something I had done that I thought for sure I would get in trouble for, I ran through scenario's in my head, all negative, for hours and though I tried could think of nothing else. Then when I went back to work the next day nothing was said of it, and I thought to myself just as I do not, WHAT A WASTE OF ENERGY.
I have started to notice I am getting strange and extended looks from females recently with little smiles after a second of eye contact
.
There are so many things I want to do with my life, and it feels like I just put everything off.
Well, I start stage 6 for 2 weeks tomorrow night, and stage 6 was alot of fun, from what I remember, so looking forward to that
Just like my first time around stage 3 is not an easy one for me, mind you two weeks is not too bad.
I had feelings of hopelessness, was eating what and whenever I wanted, which in my case is not a good thing. Had anxiety quite often, but then again I have always had a lot of nervous energy, I am pretty sure I got that from my mom, I Love her to death of course, but the only time I ever see her relaxed is on the phone or when she has had some alcohol, and I never thought alchololism could be a good thing, but she should really take it up as a hobby.
Atleast I am starting to notice and question that about myself, I freaked out all night and all day until I went to work one day last week about something I had done that I thought for sure I would get in trouble for, I ran through scenario's in my head, all negative, for hours and though I tried could think of nothing else. Then when I went back to work the next day nothing was said of it, and I thought to myself just as I do not, WHAT A WASTE OF ENERGY.
I have started to notice I am getting strange and extended looks from females recently with little smiles after a second of eye contact
. There are so many things I want to do with my life, and it feels like I just put everything off.
Well, I start stage 6 for 2 weeks tomorrow night, and stage 6 was alot of fun, from what I remember, so looking forward to that
"Personality is the extent to which the individual has learned to convert his energies into habits or actions which successfully influence other people.
-Henry C. Link
"I see you have the ring Lonestar, and your Schwartz is as big as mine."
- Dark Helmet
-Henry C. Link
"I see you have the ring Lonestar, and your Schwartz is as big as mine."
- Dark Helmet
