finished with stage 4 ... feel good
had several date with girls that approached me from the internet ... a big problem for me is that girls i meet in real life always want to be my girlfriend on the internet they say things like "you could do what ever you want to me " or "if you just want sex say it " but when we meet they start talking about relationships i mean its funny before sm i really wanted a girlfriend but now i get some kind of allergic reaction if a girls mentions something like this ... i now just want to have several female nymphomanic lovers lol =D i am annoyed by good girls and show that obiviously to them, after the dates they always say "it was a great day" or "we should meet again" and i say "yeah i call you" and never call back its like i am becoming some kind of asshole ... i am very cocky when talking to women even after direct rejection i dont stop the game and try to get something else from them...
poeple are very kind to me... men respect me they want to talk with me about everything which is pretty annoying ... poeple are laughing their asses off to my jokes and cant stop laughing they are saying things like "omg you are so funny".....
everything is becoming uninteressting for me ... its like only sex makes sense in my life... nothing else is important nothing else matters anymore.... nothing else is cool....
the best reactions i am getting from total 10s it seems the more attractive and sexuell active a women is the more she reacts to me... they instantly notice smile at me and say hi... but i still dont have the guts to approach 10s on the street... i still get the " i am not good enough feeling".. i just smile back then
i cant approach girl that are hotter then 8,5 i hope at the end of sm i will be able to do so...
an uncomfortable side effect is that i am getting alot of attention from underage little girls they look at me they sit next to me or say hi they even ask me to buy them cigarettes or alcohol ... dont know why is this happening...
i am really excited what will happen in stage 5 ...
i am very tired and drained i sleep about 12 hours a day... but perhaps its because i am listening 14-16 hours to sm... i really want this to work...
had several date with girls that approached me from the internet ... a big problem for me is that girls i meet in real life always want to be my girlfriend on the internet they say things like "you could do what ever you want to me " or "if you just want sex say it " but when we meet they start talking about relationships i mean its funny before sm i really wanted a girlfriend but now i get some kind of allergic reaction if a girls mentions something like this ... i now just want to have several female nymphomanic lovers lol =D i am annoyed by good girls and show that obiviously to them, after the dates they always say "it was a great day" or "we should meet again" and i say "yeah i call you" and never call back its like i am becoming some kind of asshole ... i am very cocky when talking to women even after direct rejection i dont stop the game and try to get something else from them...
poeple are very kind to me... men respect me they want to talk with me about everything which is pretty annoying ... poeple are laughing their asses off to my jokes and cant stop laughing they are saying things like "omg you are so funny".....
everything is becoming uninteressting for me ... its like only sex makes sense in my life... nothing else is important nothing else matters anymore.... nothing else is cool....
the best reactions i am getting from total 10s it seems the more attractive and sexuell active a women is the more she reacts to me... they instantly notice smile at me and say hi... but i still dont have the guts to approach 10s on the street... i still get the " i am not good enough feeling".. i just smile back then
i cant approach girl that are hotter then 8,5 i hope at the end of sm i will be able to do so...
an uncomfortable side effect is that i am getting alot of attention from underage little girls they look at me they sit next to me or say hi they even ask me to buy them cigarettes or alcohol ... dont know why is this happening...
i am really excited what will happen in stage 5 ...
i am very tired and drained i sleep about 12 hours a day... but perhaps its because i am listening 14-16 hours to sm... i really want this to work...
