i don´t know if i look badass or alpha ... if you guys really want it i can put in some photos of me but i will only keep it for 24h because i dont want that someone of my company to identify me with this journal....
i asked a girl that i could fuck at the begining of sm but which i rejceted cause she shit tested me like hell... why did she do that and she answered "you seemed to be a macho asshole kind of guy who thinks he is the greatest, thats why i played these games and i also was a little afraid of you..."
what shannon describes sounds great but i cant imagine how it works... i think only shanon understands it ...
another interessting thing. i approached a group of 4 girls... they were very rude to me and said i better go i said "why are your boyfriends coming to beat me up" they said " even we can beat you up you pussy ..." and then one of them shouted at me and said "go now!!!" I laughed and said "i still wish you a great night"... and left...
but what i like is that stage 4 is really pushing me to be more aggressive and to approach girls which i didnt do for 2 years before i started with sm...but it would really be nice if girls would approach me sometimes...
i asked a girl that i could fuck at the begining of sm but which i rejceted cause she shit tested me like hell... why did she do that and she answered "you seemed to be a macho asshole kind of guy who thinks he is the greatest, thats why i played these games and i also was a little afraid of you..."
what shannon describes sounds great but i cant imagine how it works... i think only shanon understands it ...
another interessting thing. i approached a group of 4 girls... they were very rude to me and said i better go i said "why are your boyfriends coming to beat me up" they said " even we can beat you up you pussy ..." and then one of them shouted at me and said "go now!!!" I laughed and said "i still wish you a great night"... and left...
but what i like is that stage 4 is really pushing me to be more aggressive and to approach girls which i didnt do for 2 years before i started with sm...but it would really be nice if girls would approach me sometimes...
