SM v3 so far so good

[Shannon]

9. day stage 3

man this program is hard .... feel soulless and sick...

had some crazy dreams about choking women and beating them up with stones never had this before

have no causal erections at all ... and no interest in jerking off and porn... and jeah shanon i took your advice i absolutly cant imagine to pay for sex now, weird how fast my opinion changed...

was out today young chicks seem to fear me... there were two girls behind me talking and laughing when i turned around and looked at them they reacted like they have seen an alien... they stopped talking and run away literally... wtf ?

in the bus i sat next to a girl she stood up and went away ???

all young chicks give me the looks like i am creepy or something like that ? whats going on shanon? i dont understand it... i never looked so good i am in good shape, have a new haircut...new clothes and smell good (hugo boss)

sometimes i have the feeling like i am listening to anti sex magnet lol...

but then a 30 year old looked at me for 15 min straight and smiled she was horny as hell till turned red lol
and a 40 year old asked me for my tats on my hands ...

it seems like sm is still working better for older women

but i dont want them i want the young cute chicks 16to25 (16 is legal age in germany) dont want women that could be my mother

what i am doing wrong

Ps where can i see for what the type letter b,d,c,oe and so on stand for...?

It's fairly simple. What's happening is that you are becoming extremely attractive and two things are coming out:

1. You're uncalibrated with it, so it may be that how you express it isn't yet fully coinciding with your self expressions yet, which creates a discordant vibe that some females may find attractive and repulsive at the same time. When this happens, she will nearly always consciously conclude that something is wrong with you and avoid you. You are in effect turning them on and attracting them at the same time you're doing things that turn them off and tell them to avoid you. It takes time to become fully coherent and have all your signals saying the same thing if you're not used to this.

2. Younger females are less self confident and aware of themselves and their responses than older ones, so the older ones will be more confident and obvious in expressing themselves when they encounter a man who interests them. I get this all the time... I get interest from nearly all age ranges, but it's only the 40+ ones who do anything about it by themselves. That makes it a little awkward since I nearly never am willing to date or sleep with women older than myself anymore.

The solution is to calibrate and act on the signals of interest you get in ways that are more inviting and less threatening.

The teenage girls were almost certainly following you around trying to get your attention (by laughing) and tell you they found you attractive by doing this, and when you turned around, they ran away because they didn't know what to do with your attention. It may also have been that they wanted you to show them you were interested by chasing.

That would be my take, based on what I know so far.