9. day stage 3
man this program is hard .... feel soulless and sick...
had some crazy dreams about choking women and beating them up with stones never had this before
have no causal erections at all ... and no interest in jerking off and porn... and jeah shanon i took your advice i absolutly cant imagine to pay for sex now, weird how fast my opinion changed...
was out today young chicks seem to fear me... there were two girls behind me talking and laughing when i turned around and looked at them they reacted like they have seen an alien... they stopped talking and run away literally... wtf ?
in the bus i sat next to a girl she stood up and went away ???
all young chicks give me the looks like i am creepy or something like that ? whats going on shanon? i dont understand it... i never looked so good i am in good shape, have a new haircut...new clothes and smell good (hugo boss)
sometimes i have the feeling like i am listening to anti sex magnet lol...
but then a 30 year old looked at me for 15 min straight and smiled she was horny as hell till turned red lol
and a 40 year old asked me for my tats on my hands ...
it seems like sm is still working better for older women
but i dont want them i want the young cute chicks 16to25 (16 is legal age in germany) dont want women that could be my mother
what i am doing wrong
Ps where can i see for what the type letter b,d,c,oe and so on stand for...?
man this program is hard .... feel soulless and sick...
had some crazy dreams about choking women and beating them up with stones never had this before
have no causal erections at all ... and no interest in jerking off and porn... and jeah shanon i took your advice i absolutly cant imagine to pay for sex now, weird how fast my opinion changed...
was out today young chicks seem to fear me... there were two girls behind me talking and laughing when i turned around and looked at them they reacted like they have seen an alien... they stopped talking and run away literally... wtf ?
in the bus i sat next to a girl she stood up and went away ???
all young chicks give me the looks like i am creepy or something like that ? whats going on shanon? i dont understand it... i never looked so good i am in good shape, have a new haircut...new clothes and smell good (hugo boss)
sometimes i have the feeling like i am listening to anti sex magnet lol...
but then a 30 year old looked at me for 15 min straight and smiled she was horny as hell till turned red lol
and a 40 year old asked me for my tats on my hands ...
it seems like sm is still working better for older women
but i dont want them i want the young cute chicks 16to25 (16 is legal age in germany) dont want women that could be my mother
what i am doing wrong
Ps where can i see for what the type letter b,d,c,oe and so on stand for...?
