I went out yesterday at first I got a lot of attention from men, at first they were disrespectful then they started to try to impress me with their stories...
In the first club I only drank a beer and was about to leave, at the exit the waitress looked me in the eyes and smiled at me I smiled back and she wished me a great night.
In the second club the barmaid was talking on her mobile phone, I walked by than she came to me said hi and cuddelt me =D (it's the second time she sees me there), I made my order than later she sat next to me while I was smoking, she ate a kebab... I started to flirt she looked me in the eyes like I said something wrong but then started to laugh and reacted ver positiv... I was very playfull and funny with her. Later I paid my bill and wanted to leave she came to me and cuddelt me again... and then invited me to take some tequila shots with her that go on the house... I took some shots cuddelt her again and we talked about going together in the sauna.. all that happened without her even knowing my name...and I have to mention that she is 7 years older than me ( a 30 year old milf I am 23 ) and she is married.
Also my friends said the way I move changed... and the other bartender said I have a cool manly voice...
That was pretty much the highlight of the day we went to some other places girls gave me some serious looks but nothing special happend.
I have some cool dreams these days about picking up women flirting with women and having sex with them. But also about men challenging me.
It's the 28 day of stage 2, I am really excited what will happen in stage 3 I hope my approach anxiety will get lower and my flirting abilities better...
PS: I forgot to mention that in stage 1 it happened to me that girls paid my drinks without even asking me, which I think is pretty unusal...
SM feels like I am having a new improved and controlled puberty.
In the first club I only drank a beer and was about to leave, at the exit the waitress looked me in the eyes and smiled at me I smiled back and she wished me a great night.
In the second club the barmaid was talking on her mobile phone, I walked by than she came to me said hi and cuddelt me =D (it's the second time she sees me there), I made my order than later she sat next to me while I was smoking, she ate a kebab... I started to flirt she looked me in the eyes like I said something wrong but then started to laugh and reacted ver positiv... I was very playfull and funny with her. Later I paid my bill and wanted to leave she came to me and cuddelt me again... and then invited me to take some tequila shots with her that go on the house... I took some shots cuddelt her again and we talked about going together in the sauna.. all that happened without her even knowing my name...and I have to mention that she is 7 years older than me ( a 30 year old milf I am 23 ) and she is married.
Also my friends said the way I move changed... and the other bartender said I have a cool manly voice...
That was pretty much the highlight of the day we went to some other places girls gave me some serious looks but nothing special happend.
I have some cool dreams these days about picking up women flirting with women and having sex with them. But also about men challenging me.
It's the 28 day of stage 2, I am really excited what will happen in stage 3 I hope my approach anxiety will get lower and my flirting abilities better...
PS: I forgot to mention that in stage 1 it happened to me that girls paid my drinks without even asking me, which I think is pretty unusal...
SM feels like I am having a new improved and controlled puberty.
