I work retail and my job is 90% customer facing. I helped two couples today (separately) and each woman took a liking to me as evidenced by subtle body language and facial cues. One was a MILF [possibly a young GILF] and the other in her 30s. I was amused by the fact that each male, noticing the chemistry, took the opportunity to stroke their partner's back or shoulder as if to remind them of their relationship.
And this little anecdote led me to a broader realization of the power of sexual energy. It dawned on me how different I am on Stage 5 of this program vs AM6. I would describe the energy on AM as cold, but not in a bad way. Hard to put my finger on it but it was a masculine self-centeredness. I had peaks of confidence, dominance, and ambition; not directed at women, though it spilled over. I commanded presence and respect. People known for their authority treated me with authority. SM on the other hand is a warm energy. I'm not hardened like I was on AM6, and those qualities I described are being expressed differently. But here's the thing. Sexual energy has the potential to be equally as powerful. And I prefer it. I'm noticing how beneficial it is in a job like mine to be able to seduce customers with my aura, especially where they're coming in because they are inconvenienced. Strangely enough (considering my lack of sexual past) I identify with this state of being vs being an alpha male Ivan Drago. Of course, the attention wherever I go is great and I like how the rest of my life is coloured by this program. I'm going to investigate this power by reading The Art of Seduction.
And this little anecdote led me to a broader realization of the power of sexual energy. It dawned on me how different I am on Stage 5 of this program vs AM6. I would describe the energy on AM as cold, but not in a bad way. Hard to put my finger on it but it was a masculine self-centeredness. I had peaks of confidence, dominance, and ambition; not directed at women, though it spilled over. I commanded presence and respect. People known for their authority treated me with authority. SM on the other hand is a warm energy. I'm not hardened like I was on AM6, and those qualities I described are being expressed differently. But here's the thing. Sexual energy has the potential to be equally as powerful. And I prefer it. I'm noticing how beneficial it is in a job like mine to be able to seduce customers with my aura, especially where they're coming in because they are inconvenienced. Strangely enough (considering my lack of sexual past) I identify with this state of being vs being an alpha male Ivan Drago. Of course, the attention wherever I go is great and I like how the rest of my life is coloured by this program. I'm going to investigate this power by reading The Art of Seduction.
Under heaven all can see beauty as beauty only because there is ugliness.
All can know good as good only because there is evil.
All can know good as good only because there is evil.
